the last post of the year

999th post. i dedicate this to the end of 2009.

2009 was a down and up year. many uncertainties about work, about life, about future and about everything else.

until the end of year. until xmas eve. my life flipped into new chapter. i found someone.

oh well. it was good. it was good. it's all good :)

no doubt work is getting hectic.

no doubt the future still has its uncertainties.

but life took a turn, and i wish for the better!

Happy New Year to all!

My 998th post

And it shall be for this. The best friend said it wasn't official till I asked and I made some arrangements.

Pulled off the <3 actually stunt but well, the reaction from the friend suggest it was abit lame. But oh well, i did it anyway.

* Asher Book - Try *

I think my parents okayed her

too early? who's to say when the idea was mutually agreed?

:)

And it wasn't :)

Once I held on, realised that it's so real. And I didn't want to let go.

*Dashboard Confessional - Stolen*

New Chapter

I'm so afraid right now that's it's just a beautiful dream that I have last night.

It was just a simple spread of hams, bread, salad, chips, raspberry and a bottle of wine. I gotta thank bert for the Bose umzhit and Nic for the list of "top Christmas hits".

The crisp wetness of the grass, the ominous soaked clouds, the cheerful lightings on the trees, the warm fuzzy contact and finally the surreal deal sealer.

And nope I didn't enlist the help of 'MisterToh"

If it's real, then Christmas Eve will mean something different from now on.

Meanwhile I'll just go burst myself 100 times with joy.

Merry Xmas to everyone!

butter factory was damn fucking fun last saturday

and i've gotten lazier to blog recently. still havent record my exploits in boracay here yet.

all in all it feels like good things are going to happen.

fingers very much crossed.

cos tonights gonna be a good night!

Belated Boracay!

http://s867.photobucket.com/albums/ab232/Boracay09/?newest=1

really lazy to post anything but here goes! my boracay adventures! shall go into the details when i'm less tired. zzzz.

zoukout was... well, fun i guess. except tht the drinks taste like water and expensive at that.

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anyway this is probably the 2nd time in a row that the previous a-hole fuck it up for me and that i heard "我现在对感情没有信心。" again.

well, let just see how it goes~

something did grow outta boracay! maybe...

I'm back

and the minute the plane landed i felt the stress from singapore piling back up on my shoulders.

shall blog about my adventures soon, many of my first attempts.

now, let me nurse my blues.

The Day has Come

Boracay here I come!!!

2 Days.

Say: Bor-Rah-Kai!



and...

when was the last time I saw her?

hmm.

Off to KL for Official Trip

knn. 1st time feel so frustrated with work. cb.

People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.

there's something about her smile. so familiar. please watch the movie if you haven't done so.

Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Claus.

im still here breathing now. and you're not coming back.

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home
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to stay focused.

as if i could.

everytime i see the page i feel a tinge of pain

and sometimes i think it's an addiction to feel the pain.

i need to keep check of what i do from now onwards.

the same thing happened, but not gonna do the same things now.

but, it's probably nothing.

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this is it. rest in peace MJ.

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UPDATE: it was removed. and replaced.

subtle.

It's probably nothing.

Even though it now says "it's complicated" now.

My heart sank abit. But it's probably nothing.

I've sold myself the lie and I shall carry on believing it.

For now.

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UPDATE: Sunk. It's the familiar "getting it over and done with" kind of feeling.

But I am more of a positive thinker now. It's probably nothing.

Such a familiar feeling I thought it was all behind me.

It will be recurring, I presume. Because nothing may ever work out for me at all.

No, don't think so much.

It's probably nothing.

Please.

Previously, On Lost.

Came back feeling a little lost, after like a week of back to back toiling day to night and long travellings to and fro.

But somehow I can always can find solace in the smile. Well, cliched, but at this point of time it's a miraculous salvo for me.

One of a quote a friend used for the msn for like forever, is "it's amazing what you can validate when you're smitten".

Don't know how long will it last but I'm gonna need every morsel of such self-rationalised deliverance.

:)

I dreamt a good dream last night and I remembered it.

But it only goes to say it only happens in my dreams.

But it was so real!

Comes fully with the feeling of ease and peacefulness like you're holding onto something so dear.

Dreams, they say, are often the opposite of reality.

Sigh with me.

Issues About Being Around.

Someone told me last night, "this is the perfect song to hold the girl". Probably they are already doing so.

A song which I can't really remember the title. It could of Chris Brown's or Ne-Yo's.

A perfect situation, there I was, and there she was.

The question is, "Why didn't I?"

After some rationalising, I came up with a few plausible explanations:

1) I'm hum chee.
2) I might have been in a daze.
3) I'm too far away.
4) Her friends are watching. Or maybe not.
5) She's chatting with some guy friend.
6) I don't know how.

Or maybe I'd like to know if she feels the same way I do first.

I'm already the kind that engages in excessive thinking to the point of pointless scenario forming. Worst when it comes to such matters and worst still if it's about the girl I think I like.

And more often than not, with such worries constantly in mind, it's got a 100% hit rate of making myself to screw everything up. I have to chill. So far I've been doing things differently and the efforts have shown some minor progress.

I might have made the wrong move by being slightly too honest about myself, a reason that I have to admit is the root of most of the bad things that happened in the past. If there's a reset button that I can press, then I have to make a mental note of not to show too much of this the next time I find the someone.

If this is not working out. But we'll see.

I'll still carry on being around. Hope it's something.

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Tired. Sunday evening blues started a couple of hours ago.

想太多. sigh.

Try

If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me
If i ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready

But i'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If i sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am i catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready

the song i heard yesterday

:))))))))) and an adventure awaits! at bedok! hahaha

Offsite meeting at The Coast, at Sentosa The Cove

i dunno how to react to price of each unit at any development at The Cove.

8.9, my colleague said coolly.

the landed ones, the land itself is 8.9. it makes the ferrari dbs bentley rollsroyce parked at each house look like they are just a "by the way" kinda thing.

cool place nonetheless, opened my eyes real wide when we were shown around the whole cove.

can't picture that sort of money but it sure is nice reading newspaper by the verandah facing the beach on a weekend afternoon, then taking your cruiser parked at your own private berth behind out for a spin for fishing and some champs.

since im at sentosa, of course i went to "see you soon" and "see you". :)

:))))))))))))))))))

1 Oct 2009

lucky for the 3rd time. how would i know it's an off day for e?

great chill out at timbre :)))) just ate a little bit too full.

din manage to send her :( but well, i was a bit late in asking.

next time. next time.

just that the bidding good bye had 5 seconds of silence. makes me wonder what are we waiting for.

argh.

whenever she made faces i just had to look away. i dunno, but somehow i felt that i should "ration" the cute sight out and if i stared, there would be none left for later.

"see ya soon" :))))))))))))))))))
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Today.

Long time no see bs and aerosmith. BS has jolin cai as gf and aerosmith's gg to vietnam next year for viet bride. LOL.

Nice supper at bukit timah food centre.

Joined kotek and gang at mohd sultan. Wanted to go dbl o but it's pitch black inside. Hence we headed to the watering hole at Next Page bar opposite dbl o.

DO NOT, I SAY DO NOT GO TO NEXT PAGE BAR. THE CHIVAS THEY SELL TASTED FUNNY. AND YES I AM IMPLYING WHAT YOU ARE THINKING NOW BUT I'M NOT GONNA TYPE IT HERE.

And their service stopped after we amicably settled the matter with them, when we have every right to kick up a fuss but we didn't.

Fuckers, spoilt my night.

Long time no blog

don't worry, she'll be watching over you in heaven.

all dogs go to heaven.

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On a totally separate note...

See ya soon!

I think I know it's the "I'm proud of you" look when I see one

2 years, since NS and now I've graduated. I insisted on getting the full package, well, because graduation never was the affair of the student. Of course, it marks the achievement of a degree/whathaveyou at the end of a certain period of toiling. But I can safely say, graduation is an occasion for the people whom gave you support throughout the years.

In this case, they're my parents. Hope both of you are happy that your son wore the motarboard, and that you two got to wear it too :p

Truth bespoke, this is the first time I'm seeing the actual school crest. LOL.


The buddy whom I hugged Mr B's foot every assignment/exam due dates.


My dad don't smile much I think~


And the graddy himself :)


My mom mimicking a pose we did earlier on. HILARIOUS!


And my dad finally smiled :)


I hope I can earn a little something to give something back.

of robes and tussles

shall post up the grad pics when the blog interface dun screw itself up so much.

on the issues of career, think i need to bring myself up to speed quicker.

but how? i want to learn but who to teach? i also want to learn by myself but where to start?

argh.

Fucking Scared.

Cos' I accepted the job. Cos' "unprecedentedly" they gave me my demands. Cos' the dep director put his weight on it.

Now I'm so fucking jittery. Cos' I thought I've sowed some bad seeds. Which will grow into some man eating plants that will first bite me right at my huge ass.

Now I'm very afraid. Cos' if I don't perform as well as expected, all of these will haunt me throughout my career.

I like the place. The job's for me to explore. The career's for me to build. One step at a 1/100 a time.

2 years. See where I can take myself.

At least there's something to look forward to this Sunday. I am no longer an undergraduate.

Shitless scared. fugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfugfug
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Meaningful / Funny

Spent my time youtubing, well, from Friday's trauma / disappointment..

Funny series, yet sweet...


Sad, but sweet too... imagining playing guitar for your, well, departed love one..


Damn sad...


Hope it's a fast Monday. Sigh.

My prayers were answered.

And luck does come for the 2nd time.

dinner. balaclava. glutton's bay. esplanade.

my specs might not appear on myself in some photos :)

just that, it's the was-hurt-and-not-looking-at-it-now story. how come so familiar.

wonder why there are so many AHs out there breaking ladies heart for other people.

"too many broken hearts in the world, that's too many dreams could be broken in two."

i wonder if it's known.

i wonder.

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after the wonderful time spent, i decided to join a friend at st james.

i got drunk.

ok story ended.

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"Cos' I won't give up the fight for you."


mambo on wednesday!

please.

don't be so busy tomorrow. luck luck luck.

focus.

which i can't.

when you thought you've found the exception. again.

just hope that someone will leave a light on for me.

Maestro Messer Up

Calling would be making myself an irritant and not calling shall let it die off.

Nicely done. You the man JD.

nobody in english!

omfg. and i thought it was still the english version made by some fans i watched awhile back. got official english version sial!

they're a hit in the US!

just that the lyrics sounded super weird ah.

$$$

in slow out fast. fucking fast.

$90 for 4 hours of texas hold'em.

$52 for suicide run.

$70 for bills.

$30 owed to people.

$100 misc.

and i still got a month to go.

simply not earning enough. fuck whoever says that graduates should just settle down on any jobs they can find.

lousy advice from a chair high up looking down with food in mouth and cash in pockets.

and im tired of prudential's overselling tactics.

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come on come on be brave you can do it. ask for one more.

ask, and you probably shall get.

Clumsy.

zzz. dumbass. im really clumsy at this.

another faux pas.

...

best thing i've ever done for myself in decades

was to pick up that phone and sent a text last saturday night.

AAR

Means after action review. Shudda hopped on the train and go kallang.

lunch was not too bad, didn't turn out to be awkward. conversation i guess takes both hands to clap. red bean is teh lurves. common liking too.

movie wasn't painfully long either. public enemy, great show but not necessarily good for such an occasion. turned out to be fine too, as the movie was enjoyed. but when the police was doing some eye digging, i witnessed a very cute expression. subjective i know. 140 min show never felt so short before. didn't know conversations can go on during movies as opposed to common advice of going to the movies being silent outings.

walking around. warm. period. strawberry milk ice never tasted so good.

dinner. cool place to hang out in. Emerald Hill No. 5. We can go there to chill soon.

egress. Shudda hopped on the train to kallang. Shudda taken the suggestion. Shudda slap myself.

a lovely day. not a manly word to use but i couldn't seem to find some other word to mean it the same way it did.

lovely indeed.

addiction satiated.

:)

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再次泛起心里无数的思念
以往片刻欢笑仍挂在脸上
愿你此刻可会知是我衷心的说声
喜欢你那双眼动人笑声更迷人
愿再可轻抚你那可爱面容
挽手说梦话像昨天你共我

Beautiful thing, nicely done.

My colleague executed a very elaborate plan to propose to his girlfriend, which was carefully thought out and planned for over a couple of months, roping in the support of his many good friends whom are unfamiliar faces to the girlfriend, and even roping in one of the company's supplier. Really nicely done, and can't help but to take my hat off to him.

But before I say anything more, I need to show you something shiny:


Size is a thing, it's engraved with their names on it as well, with a pink gem in the middle replacing the heart symbol. I was almost blinded when I looked directly at it.

It all started out with a full day date, then had dinner and then strolled by the collyer quay bridge and took the boat and....

they bribed the boat uncle beforehand to slow down when reaching the bridge...

my colleagues friends acted as tourist on the boat and prevented anyone else from going to the front of the boat and....

when the uncle slowed down, the bridge team hung out a 7 by 3 metres banner asking the 4 worded question...

the bridge was lit with gorgeous lightings and photographers were planted on both sides of the bridge to capture the moment...

and then and then...

the kneel down proposal... brandishing the godknowshowmany carats diamante ring.

My god, the weather is helping him too! cloudless sky and gentle breeze and all that.

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Anyway, I was told to handle a mini project today. As a temp staff. I don't know how it'll turn out but sure as hell I'm excited about it.

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I think I'm gonna ask for a date soon.

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The chiobu who came for the contest all really chio!

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And of course the girlfriend said yes.

:)

Well, I wasn't much of a help...

but there's no purpose for me for now. It was sold anyway...

But this is a tear worthy video:



Back to making breakfast and lunch for tomorrow!

Tomorrow evening got chiobu to see! Domooooooooooooooooooo Haaaaaaaaaado Gei Desu!!!!!

Issey Miyake Classic

Last set! Too bad I can't use it hence I'm selling it! hehehehe...

Issey Miyake Classic fragrances
- eau de parfum 100ml usual price $140++

- eau de toilette 100ml usual price $110++


EDP 100ml + EDT 100ml = $250? No way!

It comes in a set @ usual price $195! Am I selling it at $195? Ask me and the answer I'll give you is a BIG FAT NO!

No more bullshit cos' it's going at $160.00/= ONE HUNDRED AND SIXTY DOLLARS ONLY.

Slight citrus nose with floral bouquet. Exceptionally sweet fragrance and definitely best for "romantic" occasions :)

Perfect gift idea too! You know? 喷上一点点销魂的香水，穿上你性感的高跟鞋，人群之中你最亮眼！

Remember, it's $160 for both the edp and edt, both at 100ml each~~~~~

Call me to save it for you now!

Finally. The first concrete and substantial materialistic goal of my life.

Heaven looks something like this:

And this, my friend, is where I'm going to be and what I'm going to see.

I'm gonna come back 3 shades darker, but probably still fairer than A PARTICULAR close friend.

The travelling to paradise is an adventure itself, 1 full day of plane, plane, bus, boat and wading across (yes, wade across as there's no jetty.) the 50-80 metres of shore to...

BORACAY

Gonna end the year with a BANG. (well, not literally inter personnel per se)

:)

Cantonese Boy

Hokkien boy anyone?

OTOT

any one wanna catch this play by wildr!ce? Own Time Own Target, based on the reviews it should be damn hilarious.

But this saturday is the last show... how ah? i wanna go leh... hmm..

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given these few days, 我想我可以习惯一个人生活.
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below are belated photos of malacca...

how dumb can i get.

dumb dumb di dumb dumb dumb di dumb dumb (to the tune of disturbia).

saying the wrong things making the wrong moves.

destined to NOT get it right. ever.

great job. sleep well now.

nabei.

Loserish loserfish.

One of the days, feeling loserish.

The guru says you don't need anything to happy. Just be happy, and you'd be happy.

I feel so happy now.



transformer 2? ice age 3? who haven't watch? watch with me?

Agnostic

I know I am slightly agnostic but in times like these I can't help but to pray.

It's relatively risk free, but I'm not taking the chances.

*crosses fingers*

Don't know why.

But blogger is not uploading my pics.

Past week happenings...

Met up the 1 year 2 time person for belated bday dinner... hmmm wasnt tht bad but wasnt tht good either. aerin's black cod is dopey. cityspace's service got a little disappointing. waited like 2 hours for the window seats only to be taken up by ang mors whom sat near the seats and whom just walked in. nabei.

Met up with some primary school mates. surprisingly the faces don't change much, however everybody's heading different ways now. One of them's even heading to Barclay's capital to work. Thought it was at the Singapore's office near mine. And i appeared swaku instead by asking if it was. Turns out she's going to the London office. OMFG. First job leh...

KTV was fine, and i got the golden VIP card muahahahahaha ultimate "song2" wahahahahahahah. after the session i met up with another bunch and tried to go to klee... but it was as always full house. dont know since when they implemented the rule of inside cocktails outside beers and wine. headed to holland v instead for desserts. 2am Dessert Bar, opened by the "至尊厨王" tht lady contestant but dunno she won or not. Very dopey, and comfortable setting. Got to try 2 wines i've always wanted to taste and they are indeed dopey. Hungarian tokaji (sweet but not cloying, wine fit for the royals) and german gerwurztraminer (perfume wine really is perfumey ahaha)...名不虚传 i must say. They price... well.. are that of a main course in a normal restaurant though... for the the desserts and wines individually.

today nua almost whole day...... watching prison break before heading out awhile....

and tml the cycle starts again.

hope there are better weeks to come. rather disillusioned at times.

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ANYWAY I GATHERED AN IMPRESSION THAT SOMEONE'S BIRTHDAY IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER BUT I CAN'T SEEM TO PUT A PIN DOWN ON WHO.... WHO AH? head for drinks soon?

Shortie for the week

and then malacca trip was not bad. nice of the coy (my boss too) to include me for the teambuilding. pics to be up soon. i think.

and then today's sentosa trip was short. well, i'd leave it to the CHK to do his sharking.

now i need to rush off to butter factory for SOMEONE's bday party. i suppose it's a bday party. should be right? i think.

and tml i need to go bedok for my friend's mom's stall's opening. go there to "lift the place"

and tml is father's day too. glad that i bought the FP shirt for him already. im all covered. i guess.

GTG!

It couldn't hurt more.

than to be silent and go offline after a start of a chat conversation.

Touche.

When you thought it might be heading for something good different.

Can see where it's going and how it's ending.

As always.

Need.to.grab.hold.of.something.before.I.sink.again.

1st Cycle

of my reservist, done.

left 6 high key and 2 low key.

if they call me back annually for the next 6 years i'd ROD before 30. can't wait.

REBEL was fun, new friends and all that..... :)

wah seh. nice voices. nice song.

and 3 days till she's... off to her new job.

and sailing to pulau sotong tml! er... LOL

update 11/6/09: gone @ 10/06/09. and i didn't know. SIGHHHHHHHHHHH.

to my horror.

And next week's her last. I just got to know.
And I've got ICT the whole of the next.
Alas.
All I can say is 天意弄人.

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Introducing TimeWaster3000. Just go to an exercise that doesn't concern you. And yes. During your leeserbit.

Kelong Kelong Good Good!

Fun trip! Tried fishing for the first time~ Didn't dare to touch the fish at first but, well, they all feel like sashimi anyway.

Caught one myself too! 1 x soon hock!

Quite a relaxing pace where there's only electricity after 5.30pm. They have TV and a basic k-ok set. The food is great and really in abundance. I had prawns more than rice, literally. The fish was fresh till it tasted as if it's still alive. And at 1 fix price comes with accommodation and food and 1 return trip. Most importantly I must say is that we enjoyed everybody's company too! No oddballs or anything.

Pics to be sangkoh-ed from my friend's FB soon!

Work tomorrow!

Thursday is hello Tuas Naval Base!

And my first low key ended.

I'm going to the Kelong tomorrow! A quick getaway without being bled too much. So looking forward. LU all the way!

With every step, you climb another mountain
Every breath, it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries!

Great song!

Pity Adam didn't win. Heard it was rigged though.

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The Friday drinking session + supper at 85 didn't materialise. I guessed that she's busy. Or not.

Le Sigh.

much awaited

and i'm done with my last last paper. hopefully.

but the best thing that happened today was this:


my classmate, well, the admirable kind.

sept 6 graduation!

ecstatic high

i got the msn i got the msn i got the msn.

ok... overexcited = no good.

sian next week exam.

but.

so you sail away, into the grey sky morning...

last lesson liao la!

OMG. 2 years. I remember I went to the first lesson as an NSF.

Today is the last lesson liao. Followed by the last exams.

I definitely hope that it's not the last time I see my classmates. The camaraderie forged during this 2 years, I hope, isn't that fragile when we all head towards our own directions in life.

Gone will be the days of Just in Time mode of working and my classmate calling me at 3-6am in the morning for moral and mental support. Well done bro, we pulled through.

And I don't get to see my eye candy anymore. I must take a picture with her.

My classmate asked a very good question, "Do you feel any smarter after this 2 years of studies?"

Beerfested till Zouked

After 2 days of watching sunrises, wednesday i was so looking forward to the beerfestasia. Headed there with ah niao. it's the opening day, so well, no crowd, and the selection of beer isn't the full list yet. And need to buy the 50 worth of coupons. nabei.

hence i didn't get to try the belgian chocolate stout, and timmermans framboise aka raspberry beer. But I did get to taste some interesting ones.

First up it's the Forbidden Fruit by Hoegaarden. A full flavoured strong dark ale. Just like eating cereal. Just wished it was cold. Thought it was sweet and all that, but it's got kick, trust me. Not bitter at all.


The second beer we had was Timmerman's fruit flavoured beer. I had the peach instead of the framboise i wanted. NONETHELESS I can only say it be a girl's favourite. Super nice and fruity like eating fruit mentos. Fruit of the Forest was just as nice. Gotta buy it somewhere somehow.


Ah niao used his coupon to redeem a free cup of beer. After much deliberation he settled on this Kronenburg 1664. Apparently don't know why 1664 is a good year for beer. Anyway, this is the next best thing to a 100 plus after a good jog. Surprisingly light refreshing and tasted abit like perrier with the spritzy aftertaste.


The last of the coupon (after a game of darts and pool) was spent of this, Archipelago Pitaya Rose. Amazingly fragrant and really tasted like eating pitaya (aiyah what you call dragonfruit la.) We all should head to archipelago brewery someday.


NABEI feel abit tio cheat. didnt get to try. sigh.


this was one of the beer i set my mind on before the event and i didn't try it. $100. NABEI.


Anyway, after that went Timbre Arts House sweaty like a dog to meet Ah niao's stewardess friends. When dressed down they are just like regular people. Maybe abit different is the LVs Gucci they carry. Cute. And ended the day at 3am at yellow jello after some wine and chit chatting and listening to rowdy ang mohs sing.

Woke up after 3 hours of sleep, went to work, went to school, went to chit chat with friends at BALESTIER while they eat thinking people will be late for zouk (in fact they were early) and finally reaching zouk before midnight. Abit of hip hop rnb mix house at phuture and observing sharks circling preys all over. Inspection and check clear. But none for us.

Saw ah niao's cute friends again. no wonder he tabai disappear.

After standing for awhile i went to try house/trance immersion and thought that to enjoy that u gotta drink enough, and shake your body like you are being possessed. I tried to imitate people and shuffle abit and failed terribly. All the way till 4 plus and had some ultimate jelat meehoon goreng and reached home at 5.30am.

around 10 hours of sleep in 5 days. i set myself a record. YAY.

ex horse ted.

after viewing 2 sunrises while doing project, i think i deserve a drink tomorrow.

anyway... im dao meh.... SIGH.


anyway, my meizu surprised by allowing me to discover a sibei emo song...


能不能让我再一次拥有 曾属于我的温柔

Of procrastination and coursework.

Yes. I am procrastinating. I love doing it so much that I decided to repeat the routine of procrastination, that is, doing things I don't normally do but I do it now because I'm escaping from the fact that I have a coursework due in like, 10 days.

I watched abit of TV, played abit of game, dug out my resume and flipped through, check the beer fest asia site out, the tiger foosball challenge (of which i am interested in joining but i need a second player) and facebook surfing. And now, here I am still trying to plaster this space with contents instead of doing my coursework.

Da bai from school is chio as ever.

On a side note, how to get to know more about a person from another department? Hmm... there's this temp which I recently noticed but had been here since Jan.

Something good came out of this recontract after all.

:)

P/S: Adam Lambert rox.

下一個天亮, 你会在哪儿？

等下一個天亮
去上次牽手賞花那裡散步好嗎

anyway... Beerfestasia 09 is here!

im looking forward to trying Deus and Belgian Chocolate Stout!

vertical horizon performing one of the days!

hmmmm... yum.. beer....

You found me?

The song that won't go away today.



In the end
Everyone ends up alone
Losing her
The only one who's ever known
Who I am
Who I'm not, who I wanna be
No way to know
How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure
You found me, you found me
Lyin' on the floor
Surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?
Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late
You found me, you found me

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i'm too shy for my own good.

那你有捡到我的笑容吗？

posterboy continued.

no i didnt even get peanuts for it.




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part of it is not moving. and so im told.

be strong when in solitude.

posterboy/flyerboy

yeah. same job.




face familiar?

both ladies quite chio... actually is sibei chio.

anyway....

FOR GRADUANDS OF NUS / NTU / SMU ONLY ==> Opportunity Fair

tell your friends about it...

maybe you'd see the posters around your campus this few days...

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song in my head...



心事那没讲出来
有谁人会知

你和我不是没目屎
只是不愿留出来

门不当

户不对.

anyway

1) he's better now, i guess. now is see the appointment outcome.
2) my nerf maverick gun roxxor.
3) i am holding on.

NERF

i got a nerf gun~~

Head don't ache no more.

And I've finally fucked the sickness upside down left right centre. Pon Pon Pata Pon!

No more food poisoning nonsense, flu blocked nose, feverish temperature, head aching induced sehness.

I'm, well, what you called almost recovered.

Pata Pata Pata Pon!

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He walks better now. And seems to be enjoying the food, better than before.

Shall get the glucosamine cream tomorrow.

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And I've always liked this kinda scene/picture/portrayal/whathaveyous.
Tip Toe Kiss by ~WiltedHope

Aching goes on...

and well, at least during dinner he looks like he enjoys the food more.

How to cure headaches.

My head hurted whole day. Good if got those kind of "kiss it away" kinda treatment. Anyway i'd just go try to dream it out, maybe will feel better tomorrow.

Tomorrow should go hunt out that glucosamine topical cream.

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Btw the this song is hawt.



I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

First Time...

First time... I ever needed to give him a hand.

First time... I ever noticed that his appetite is affected so much.

Scared, but must never show.

Didn't know it comes this fast.

The other time my aunts were like talking to me about it.

Now i got a slight preview to it.

I'm amazed by my calm if not cold expression and crumbling just as fast today.

Future planning suddenly overloading my mind. Well, what might has already had. I didn't realise that yesterday afternoon i had a close enough brush with regrets.

I am calm now.

I need to grow up more.

If it's anytime, now would be useful.

I stood there and i don't know who's free.

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Probably should invest in a digicam. They don't call them photographic memories for nothing. Humans are forgetful over time. Time can prove that, well, lol.

It's always good to have something to hold on to.

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Putting brave front, holding crying back. Be cold, be cool. Easy peasy 1,2,3...

Maybe I should mimic edward elric, carve a date into the pocketwatch or something.

"Don't forget 12/03/09"

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Bitching done. The world needs to continue and revolve.

Time to take meds.

Time to sleep.

vartehfog

the hell did stomach pain becomes suspected coronary disease?

damn flu damn you.

Shit Part 2

well, no, I don't have food poisoning again.

just that I feel like what I've named the title for this post.

flu meds never seem to appear at my house whenever I needed it.

thanks to whom it may concern, I just needed to catch a cold and run a slight temperature nowadays, good weather to fall sick to, how can i resist? like right after my previous week's encounter... no better timing.

played l4d again just now. i noticed EVERY guy was staring down at the counter staff. checked them out myself too and i never doubted why.

ok. conking out.

when will i catch a glimpse of magnificence again.

Shit.

after being back from msia day tour with dad im like kenna food poisoned.

i din noe instead of die-rear, one can oso throw up. profusely.

gonna take the day off to rest.

but my time sheet haven sign. nb. tml dunno too late or not.

[carino mio~ i feel like im dying. today is so cold and lonely. last night i taste(d), all i ate at the tour....] --- sung to the tune of "Purest of Pain/A Puro Dolor"

anyway i bought 2 new studs and a bag of 55% chocs thts abit too sweet for my liking at Jusco Tebrau City.

And won Bingo twice on the bus trip amounting to RM110 - RM30 (cost of ticket x 6) = RM80 winnings!

...

ok need to make a dash for the bowl.

One Road Smooth Wind

See ya in a year and a half zisong. Thanks for the thoughtful words and the card.

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明天? 若真的有明天，苦恼什么？


对不起 我对你
再好再亲密都不能在一起
最后看你在别人怀里

还微笑祝福你

No need to sing 你那么爱她 anymore

Because of this.



And don't know why, Always be my Baby kept ringing in my mind.

hmm.. ok i need to start studying.

酸什么？

wake up.

again.

fly me to the moon, and let me play among the stars.

guess what's the next line?

still got room for one to the moon.

another words...

anyway this is my all time favourite song.

Master Procrastinator.

I'm off for my version of Mein Kampf.

Shall see the light of day, I hope.



i think it be very heartwarming to hear this.

Free Hugs Singapore

Dear all please view the vid and help me rate. I made the vid!

BTW this sat there's another round of Free Hugs at Cineleisure this saturday (yes, vday)from 1pm to 3pm too~! do pop by for a hug! it's free!

熟悉的滋味

“你争也没争，只会说轮不到你，到头来在这里抱怨，不是滋味。说这么多有用吗？”

没有比这再更坦白的意见了。

Birthday Presents and many well wishes!

Heh~~





Thank you everyone!

Looks fun, long time no blog, so.....

oh, i got a 8gb thumbdrive for bday present from my department :) anyway i shall post about my presents received this year probably .... soon enough!

Rules: It’s harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real…nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can’t use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name: Ang Jia Da

2. A four Letter Word: Arts

3. A boy’s Name: Allen

4. A girl’s Name: Ally

5. An occupation: Astronaut

6. A color: Apple Green

7. Something you’ll wear: Afroman T-Shirt

9. A food: Affogato

10. Something found in the bathroom: Ambi Pur Air Freshener

11. A place: Amsterdam

12. A reason for being late: Aggressive train commuters

13. Something you’d shout: Alamak!

14. A movie title: A Few Good Men

15. Something you drink: Apple green tea with Pearl

16. A musical group: Armor for Sleep

17. An animal: Aardvark

18. A street name: Amoy Street

19. A type of car: Alfa Romeo Brera

20. The title of a song: 爱很简单

And i thought...

it would arrive just like last year... 3pm.

and it didn't.

guess i really blew it last june.

good job jd.

祝我生日快乐

:) happy 23rd birthday big guy!

i spent my final hours of being 22nd with my yandao cuz and another cuz's parents. in zouk. lol.

like having parents around in a club. how cool is that. i meant it. it quite cool ahahaha.

i wish everybody around me stays healthy and 顺顺利利.

another thing i thought to myself is, 有就有,没有也不用强求.

no more focus on got npy or not by relatives anymore ahahaha.

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是谁的照片，在你脑海里的像框里。

Exactly my brand of heroin.

He called you pretty. That’s practically an insult, the way you look right now. You’re much more than beautiful.

Too bad I ain't one of the Cullens :p

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P/S: It always has to. But it makes the next one special.

Twilight, again. Another ending. No matter how perfect the day is, it always has to end.

Sudden fun at Sudden Saturday

It's suddenly sunday already. Thanks for being around.

I haven't cut my own bday cake in a damn long time. Hope it doesn't look too mashed.

Pics to be up soon!

Hope you all had a good time!

Sudden Saturday

Sudden birthday celebration because my mom suddenly say want to celebrate. If you know this blog's address then you are INVITED! (just lemme noe la if u coming)

Sudden Saturday 17th Jan 2009
6pm onwards
Hometeam NS chalet no.7

More details here: http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=44867940196
Map is here: http://maps.google.com/maps/ms?msa=2&utm_campaign=en&utm_source=en-ha-na-us-google-mm&utm_medium=ha

Im still lacking of entertainment for the day, and bbq tools, and shit loads of chairs.

头很痛。

reset button pushed. but levelled up.

happy new year. just wanna say it before the first day ends.

new hope. renewed hope.

i can only wish all the better for all of you. :)

first day of the year. who did you thought of first?