let me die a day later than you.
for i want to be in your life all the time
till the day you left.

You are the Fool card. The Fool fearlessly begins
the journey into the unknown. To do this, he
does not regard the world he knows as firm and
fixed. He has a seemingly reckless disregard
for obstacles. In the Ryder-Waite deck, he is
seen stepping off a cliff with his gaze on the
sky, and a rainbow is there to catch him. In
order to explore and expand, one must disregard
convention and conformity. Those in the throes
of convention look at the unconventional,
non-conformist personality and think What a
fool. They lack the point of view to understand
The Fool's actions. But The Fool has roots in
tradition as one who is closest to the spirit
world. In many tribal cultures, those born with
strange and unusual character traits were held
in awe. Shamans were people who could see
visions and go on journeys that we now label
hallucinations and schizophrenia. Those with
physical differences had experience and
knowledge that the average person could not
understand. The Fool is God. The number of the
card is zero, which when drawn is a perfect
circle. This circle represents both emptiness
and infinity. The Fool is not shackled by
mountains and valleys or by his physical body.
He does not accept the appearance of cliff and
air as being distinct or real. Image from: Mary
DeLave http://www.marydelave.com/

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the epitaph of twilight

Unknown where the Cursed Wave was born...

After the stars doth cross the heavens...

The sky in the East doth darken.

And air doth fills with mourning.

From the chosen land beyond the forest,A sign of the Wave comes.

Riding the Wave is: Skeith, the Shadow of Death,to drown all that stands.

Mirage of Deceit, Innis,Betray all with the flawed image,and did aid the Wave.

And by the Power of Magus,a drop from the Wave doth reach the heavens,and creates a new Wave.

With the Wave, Fidchell,the power to tell the dark future,hope darkens, sadness and despair rule.

Gorre schemes when swallowed by the Cursed Wave.

Macha seduces with the sweet trap.

Wave reaches the Pinnacle, and escape none can.

Tarvos still remains with more cruelty to punish and destroy.

And with the turbulent destruction after the Wave.

Only a void remains.

From deep within the void arrives Corbenik.

Yet to return, the shadowed one.

Who quests for the Twilight Dragon

Rumbles the Dark Hearth,And Helba, Queen of the Dark, has raised finally her army.

Apeiron, King of Light, beckons...

At the base of the rainbow they meet.

Against the abominable "Wave," together they fight.

Alba's lake boils.Light's great tree doth fall.

Power - all now to droplets turned in the temple of Arche Koeln.

Returns to nothing, this world of shadowless ones.

Never to return, the shadowless one.

Who quests for the Twilight Dragon.

The wife buffeted by "waves" turns her back on the field.

The daughter that waited for the shadows repeated,"For sure... For sure I can go home."

But the girl did not know...

The truth that waited at the end of the journey

The eternal mourning of her land.

In the place of the calamitous, only life was known.

After the circling stars

When the eastern dark void, the air full of despair

In the depths of the divided forest, in the land of Karma,

Riding fast on the path is Skeith

Bearing death's shadow, it eliminates all that seek to thwart it.

The Confusing Mirage, Innis

Decieves those that see it with illusions, rescues the waves

The wave soaring high, when its head is smashed,A new wave will emerge

To become Magus's power.

When questioning the wave,Hope's light will be lost when he speaks of the dark future of where sorrow and resignation reign.

Using Fiddlehiem's Technique

When englufed by the Waves of Calamity, Gole will plan

The sweet snare of conciliation is Maha

The Waves, an exceeding maelstrom

Nothing can escape

When you think you have escaped, Talvos exists

To destroy those with his exceeding cruelty

Upon violent requital, only to remain is the void, the vacant darknessis the harbringer that Copernic is to appear.

-Epitaph of the Twilight

-Emma Wieland

china black was good...but me cant stay long...
zouk sucked...mambo sucked
phuture is good...damn good. but small.
got a girl peed in her skirt...
some kiao tor stole our drinks....

Now and forever
Until the time is through
I can't believe it
I don't know where to start
No baby
So many questions
Deep inside my heart
Bridge:
Give me a moment before you go
There's something you ought to know
Chorus:
Baby now and forever
Until the time is through
I'll be standing here
Waiting and never
Give up my faith in you
Trying to make it clear
Without your love I'd be half a man
Maybe one day you'll understand
Now and forever
Until the time is through
I'll be waiting
How can I tell you
So that you can see
You know that
Love has a meaning
When you are here with me
Bridge
Chorus
There is no one to comfort me
Here in my cold reality
I'm searching for words
What can I say
To make you see
Baby now
Until time
Is through
I'll be here
(x2)
Baby now and forever
Until the time is through
I'll be standing here
Waiting and never
Give up my faith in you
Trying to make it clear
Without your love I'd be half a man
Maybe one day you'll understand
Now and forever
I'll be here for you
Until the time is through

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am (aaaaaaammmmmmmmm)
Because you loved me

Give me time to reason,
Give me time to think it through.
Passing through the season,
Where I cheated you.
I will always have a cross to wear,
But the bolt reminds me I was there.
So give me strength,
To face this test tonight.
If only I could turn back time,
If only I had said what I still hide.
If only I could turn back time,I would stay for the night...
for the night
Claim your right to science,
Claim your right to see the truth
Though my pangs of conscience,
Will drill a hole in you.
I've seen it coming like a thief in the night,
I've seen it coming from the flash of your light.
So give me strength,to face this test tonight
If only I could turn back time,
if only I had said what I still hide
if only I could turn back time,I would stay.
The bolt reminds me I was there
the bolt reminds me I was there

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
Cause you've flown away
So far away
Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear meIt
keeps me alive, alive
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day
Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
And I, I took your presence forgranted
But I always cared (But I always cared)
And I miss the love we shared
Although the sun will never shine the same
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray
Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say...

i feel life in you.
you are my everything.
i felt life in you.
you were my everything.
i think i felt life in you.
i think you were my everything.
i found my life in yours.
you are everything my everythng is made up of.

who wanna go kster or kbox? who boliao enuff to walk walk?

my fren stock food in his house.
as a best fren of his i help too...
i des-stock his house.

went to mr seetoh hse bbq..
most of my class went....
i set fire..cook...
mix abit around...
went off...
walk meiz to 302...
then home...
fun... =D
then i went to 7-11 got drinks..
drank and took cab home.
funnest thing is walking meiz home.. =D

i think i noe. it juz doesnt show. i think. thats all.

wah...so long never update liao.

i dunno wats my doting all these years for.