man. i just started playing maple story.

im addicted.

though my bloody darn connection keep lapsing. but i still enjoy playing maple.

its so coooool~~~~

Fuck it all
Fuck this world
Fuck everything that you stand for
Don't belong
Don't exist
Don't give me shit
Don't ever judge me

------slipknot "surfacing"

Emo Entry

when our eyes met, did u see me? or did you prefer not to?

FUCK!

i forgot tml got CA!!!

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knn
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pkm
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WAH LAU!

tired.

bd haven do. 5 hr sleep in 2 days.

Hacilunating, not~

I Drove a 10 ft Box truck today

i am still a p plate and i only have a class 3.

zai zai albert is a full fledged p plate liao, simi lan jiao also drive b4.

holy heng it is at night, arbor day sure buang.

zai ge ge~~~

The Angels they burn inside for us.
And are we ever, are we ever gonna learn to fly?
The Devils they burn inside of us.
And are we ever gonna come back down?
Come around.
I'm always gonna worry bout, the things that could make us, cold.

---------- Dishwalla

If she only knew

If she only knew
What I knew but couldn't say
If she could just see
The part of me that I hid away
If I could just hold her in my arms again
And just say I love you
But she's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew

If she could just feel
What I feel here in my heart
She'd know it was real
Pure and true right from the start
But I'm just a man who didn't understand
What she was going through
But she's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew

And how, how did I let her get away
Oh yeah, yeah, yeah
'Cause love, love is so easy to feel
But the hardest thing to say

If she could just see (see)
What I see when I close my eyes (close my eyes)
All that I dream (dream)
Surely she would realize
But like a fool I waited much too long
To let her know the truth
She's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew

Won't you tell me, tell me
How, how did I let her get away (tell me)
'Cause I guess that love
Love is so easy to feel
But the hardest thing to say
Say, say, say, say

If she only knew
What I knew but could not say
If she could just see
The part of me that I hid away
If I could just hold her in my arms again
And just say I love you, I love you
She's gone away, maybe she'd stay
If she only knew, if she only knew
Maybe she'd stay but she ran away
Why she had to go away
'Cause of what I didn't say
Don't know what to do
oh God how I wish that she knew

How can i repent
When chances arent given.
How can i remorse
When eyes arent even looking.
How can i atone
When cold eyes are staring.
How can i live
When my life is rendered no meaning.

----- J.D.

now even dun even haf eye contact. shuns away the minute i step in.
looks at me in a disgusted manner.

what haf i done to be treated like that when i din haf the chance to even talk?

1. 
   
2. 
   
3. 
   
4. Make it idiot-proof and someone will make a better idiot.
5. He who laughs last thinks slowest.
6. Lottery: A tax on people who are bad at maths.
7. Learn from your parents' mistakes - use birth control.
8. Friends help you move. Real friends help you move bodies.
9. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps.
10. Okay, who put a 'stop payment' on my reality check?
11. Few women admit their age. Few men act theirs.
12. Don't take life too seriously, you won't get out alive.
13. Better to understand a little than to misunderstand a lot.
14. The gene pool could use a little chlorine.
15. When there's a will, I want to be in it.
16. Artificial intelligence usually beats real stupidity.
17. If ignorance is bliss, you must be orgasmic.

WTF~!

eddie guerrero is dead??!! The LAtino heat is gone!!!

waaaaah~~~~~~

Lagi Sian

How sian is tht. Weekends pass so fast. 好不容易passed the killer thursday and friday in the end weekend so fast gone liao.

i haf confirmed yesterday that gastric juice is yellowish brown colour. din try to see how acidic it is, with hydrochloric acid and stuff...

i noe .. gross.

Zouk Yesterday.

To be able to club again is fun. Yesterday at zouk was fun. A classmate's bday and celebrated there. Music was good and the people aint tht bad either. Just that one chee bye pua bak kia wants to start a fight and he thinks he has a girlfriend and thinks he is superman. Just 1 more step from him and i'll make sure that's the last time he ever go clubbing.

Honestly, maybe i'm under the influence of alcohol. What i cannot stand is such a small prick thinks he can pick on anyone. He didn't know how painful it is with 4 of his teeth on the floor i think.

Speaking of drinks, one of my friend has 3/4 leftover of smirnoff vodka from his bday bash last time. That, plus he opened another bottle of smirnoff (he is a very generous guy, thanks) which 4 guys and 3 girls finished em all by the end of our clubbing session. (i drank most of them, hehe). After so long of abstainence, it really feels good to have alcohol, alot of alcohol running through my veins again. My head feels light, my legs feels like flying and i feel i lost weight or something. Rubba Rubba with girls certainly feels good under such "influence".

In the end, 1 of the girls got wasted and the other 2 tipsy. Luckily for them, the guys they hang out with (yours truly) are true gentlemens. And 2 of the guys who lived near them sent them home while i took cab with my buddy who lives near me. When i say wasted, she really is wasted. believe me, girls who are wasted truly are vulnerable. So ask me out if u all wanna go clubbing, i am a gentleman. ahaha

How much i drank? almost a bottle of vodka? with half a bottle mixed into mixer and encouraged by them to down a jug at a time (Phew, i thought i cant do it after so long) and about a quarter poured directly into the mouth. Crazy i know, but it's fun. 4l(o|-|o| and (|994r3773s is the best combination to get high.

ahh~ thats all for today. lets go chiong someday!!

Have we... become strangers?

To the point where we cross our paths without looking at each other?

guess we don't talk that much anymore.

Drinks at CHIJMES tml anyone?

It's gonna be a long day tml. You all shall find 2 siao kias standing near Stamford House holding a clicker from 9 am to 12 mn.

How can i survive this?

We are born Champions.

The fact that we are born champions is because we swam faster than our fellow brothers/sisters to the destination and voila~

We are born.

tmd
knn
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pcb

tml school again. the thought of last semester is eating into me.

is this the last few months where i can see ........

Whats the point.

alot of times i come to face a crossroad, choices to make, work to be done. in the end, the end is futile and i ask myself this question: "whats the point?"

alot of things evolves from "yeah!" to "whats the point?"

i guess too many of whats the point depresses people.

struggled, tried, climbed and fell.

sound familiar anyone?

I Drove Today

Lim chu kang there the road damn scary. not because of the cemeteries there but the road damn narrow. knn if the car lose control thts it liao. thts it.

the wide road was good, i think it was meant for planes to take off and land. but how fast can a pickup chiong sia. zzzz