OH NO TEKONG IS CREEPING BACK INTO MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~~~~~~~~~!!!!

I DUN WANNA GO BACK!! BUT BERT WILL COME AND CATCH ME.

SIAN WHY SO FAST MUST GO BACK LIAO

I ALREADY ADJUSTED BACK TO CV LIFE

HOW SIA

NEXT WEEK SIT TEST ALSO

SIAO LA FIELD CAMP AGAIN SIAN AR

HOW WHY IS IT CREEPING BACK

ITS TOMORROW SOME MORE

HOW HOW HOW HOW

T_T

saturday liao.

i seriously dun see the point of going to the sit test when i cant pass ippt.

damn.

2 days left

wat have i been doing for the past few days.

i felt like i wasted my block leave.

why is tht.

2 days left.

before heading back.

i sure hope the next 2 days gonna be exciting.

p.s. please let me win something. cos im feeling why i cant be holding a 10k a mth job now living comfortably and my parents dun need to work and they can go abroad eat air and i seriously buy things.

stiff.

bored.

i understand that it's like that.

i wanna ask you out.

but.

you don't let me.

LOL.

wat am i saying?

is it just like that?

nothing else?

i think.

you cant fill emptiness with a whole lot of emptiness.

at least i cant.

can yoU?

to another person.

you can stay at home. do nothing. rather thn be out.

with me.

thanks for letting me think this way.

so busy.

you are.

=D

BLOCK LEAVE AKA FREEDOM for a week

things i shall do:

play ps2
play company of heroes on my pc
get fat
sleep
wait for people to ask me out
wait for people i asked out to reply
repeat.

LONG WEEK

due to some unforeseen circumstances and some bascheefockers, i din had a chance to go home last week and here i am bitching about it.

1. 1 garang lcb say yes to guard duty in the end next day go see doc get mc.
2. 1 chaokeng lcb go doc get mc even before the guard duty
3. 1 suppose to come back never did.
4. 1 geh siao say got something impt thn i stupidly tah the guard duty for him.

nevermind i shud be safe for now as long i dun make stupid mistakes.

anything black can be kiwi-ed in the army. i tot only boots need to be kiwi-ed. no wonder im running out of kiwi fast.

guard duty for weekend actually passes very fast. just tht i missed my bed at home nia.

before tht was the 24 click route march. glad i made it thru.

i can do 2 pull ups now! from 0 to 2!!!!!

1 week block leave!!! here i come!!!!

oh my. my block leave. left 2 more weeks before it comes.

last week was all Change of Command parade rehearsals and the parade itself and 16 click route march which didnt feel more tiring then the 12 click.

all thanks to the coc parade i get a day off for my hard work which i do not noe when can i transact or rather they transact the off day.

next week is the ever anticipated 24 click route march. on wednesday.

i dunno when is the SIT test but im not sure with myself if i can tahan command school. its not like i can be in it, but is like if i had the eversonotgonnahappenchancecosicantpassippt opportunity, can i tahan through out or just droppout halfway.

im looking forward to my blockleave. please come soon.

im not looking forward to guard duty.

where did everybody go?

jd vs pepe

the word "distant" has never sounded so far. probably it's because it was spoken through you.

i dint noe. i dont noe wat you think. i can never noe.

you can be so close, yet it's like parallel lines.

our paths might cross at the horizon, yet Science has denied me of the false hope.

the only place i could reside, is where your thoughts are.

you can think. you might.

i wouldn't noe. i can never noe.

if you are thinking of me.