it would arrive just like last year... 3pm.
and it didn't.
guess i really blew it last june.
good job jd.
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Showing posts with label pepe. Show all posts
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
And i thought...
it would arrive just like last year... 3pm.
and it didn't.
guess i really blew it last june.
good job jd.
Saturday, June 14, 2008
B is B no more, and A isn't as well.
=) i'm fine.
the kfc toasted wrap is teh nice! woohoo! but i think i wouldnt have it anytime soon i guess. i can feel my taf building up.
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hmm i need a flask.
my notebook's almost full too.
wah i feel like ktv but running low on dough.
the ferrero rondnoir is simply timely. glad that i bought it! keeping my spirits high@@woohoo~~
i must watch my weight le~~~~ ah!!! so many chocos!!!! OH ANOTHER SPOIL OF THE DAY YESTERDAY IS THE ORANGE FLAVOURED CHOCOLATE!
i din really eat OFC and like it because it's milk choco. BUT THIS PARTICULAR ONE I BOUGHT...*DRUMROLLS* IS 75% DARK CHOCO AND STILL ORANGE FLAVOURED!!!!
im guessing there's some serious noir buffs out there inventing such stuffs.
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PC show was okay i guess, as crowded as usual. im glad i haf meiz + kotek as company this time. HTC TOUCH DIAMOND IS TEH ROXXOR~!
i remember last year quite loser/loner where i went to the show myself, go visit a friend who is working at the bookfair and saw my fellow loner there LOL who is none other than Bert. I guess he won't be in the club after this year heh!!!!!
caught up with the poly guys as usual~~ well... heh....
the movie ending is...
heart warming.
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Random Pics!
I guess this was what I have feared and came true and sorta what I expected. "till I hear from A personally." It really did.
I've got acute sixth sense i think.
and the special lv3 ability to step on her toes.
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
but i can live with that, i can be just a friend =) always, hee.
just that i hope that we won't be awkward even while chatting over msn. ^-^
sorry for making you feel uncomfy, was never my intention, but im sorry it turned out like that. and also for being so thick skinned to have appeared oblivious to your ever subtle signs.
i was just running away from the inevitable. it caught up eventually. i know i shouldn't be at the party at all. making things awkward for you. so that you'd even need to half ignore me and so you said.
can't we just talk? oh msn.
as long as you're confortable with it.
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美。
我的世界已被摧毁
颓废是一种美。
我已被摧毁
颓废是美。
摧毁
颓废。
Friday the 13th, 11:47am
突然的找我,好久你没有主动PM我了，是好事吗?
Friday the 13th, 11:49am
"i just didn't feel gd half ignoring u, but it was really a tad awkward."
Friday the 13th, 12:03noon
"i think the way we catch up on msn is fine as it is
let's just leave it at this ok?"
这就是我在等待的，当你说‘就保持现状，msn就好’，以意味着我在你的世界已是多余的。
说是松了口气，倒不如是晴天来的一阵霹雳。
是突然的。
却不是偶然。
是意料之中。
却不是容易接受的。
"but i think its better for our friendship as well
or else would u have preferred me to take the 'ignore' route"
i guess i can take it if you'd really do it. i've been through it some years ago i think.
你所说的餐约，我想，亦不会实现。
谢谢你在我生命的篇章中留下些许的色彩。
刻骨铭心。
sorry for making you feel uncomfy,
it was never my intention,
but im sorry it had to turn out like that.
intention or not, i have caused you much troubles. it's me i agree.
this time i didn't even need to try.
and also for being so thick skinned to have appeared oblivious to your ever subtle signs. as i said. earlier on.
i think i am repeating things but... ...
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
i guess no amount of self pity will change the outcome any.
i guess there's no difference, 100 to 88 to 140 to 96.
the looks part failed, and the person is the problem.
just keep on looking. and look.
and look.
只有‘look'的份.
and that's it.
just 'look'. at others.
at her.
the same thing happens, over and over again.
didn't need to even try hard.
didn't even need to try.
爱，远离我。
当我翻开辞海，我却找不到‘爱’。
my experiences tell me that, “痛到不能再痛，就感觉不到痛了。”
不过这次，我会忍。
一杯就好。
麻醉了比较好睡。
不痛了之后就够了。
all these are proven true. yet again.
1) not good looking at all, failure of 1st impression and all the others
2) not financially independent
3) nothing to like about, no talents (can't play musical instrument or play sports really well or even ride a bike)
4) can't even do the ending right, saying the wrong words even at the end
5) over imposing presence
6) a good friend but that's all i'd ever be
7) different kinda status. door doesn't meet door
8) thick headed to act oblivious to all the obvious signs
i need to stop whining soon. if not the same thing will happen again. as it did. again.
stop whining about this stop whining about this.
just stop.
hold my breath.
A and B is no more. =) but hope we're still friends =)
>_< says (12:20 PM):
erm A~
>_< says (12:20 PM):
seriously dun worry abt it anyway
>_< says (12:20 PM):
er
>_< says (12:20 PM):
anymore
>_< says (12:20 PM):
i noe what ur saying
>_< says (12:21 PM):
hope ya dun haf to worry every time we chat here
>_< says (12:21 PM):
maybe a pity tht the meal will not take place
>_< says (12:21 PM):
but no worries
>_< says (12:21 PM):
take care!
i'd been in the sky since i met you. hit the ground a few times but i got back up there anyway because i want to present only my smiles to you. not that it is worth anything, but it just formed the minute i know you're there.
only when the frequency of falling increases, then i realised the reason why.
i fell to see you again.
i fell.
for you.
and this maybe the last time i'd ever get the chance to fall again.
i thank you for getting me over the last fall, and for putting me back down now where i first looked up then to see you, again.
let me wallow in this for awhile.
it's a piece of my life i'd never get back.......
4 songs here guess what songs????
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雨 不停落下来 花 怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀
只要你能愉快
你要我听这一首歌 用这首歌离开我
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
为什麽爱上你的人是我
为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
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我还能笑的。=）
I still can smile. =)
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the kfc toasted wrap is teh nice! woohoo! but i think i wouldnt have it anytime soon i guess. i can feel my taf building up.
-----------------------------------------------------
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hmm i need a flask.
my notebook's almost full too.
wah i feel like ktv but running low on dough.
the ferrero rondnoir is simply timely. glad that i bought it! keeping my spirits high@@woohoo~~
i must watch my weight le~~~~ ah!!! so many chocos!!!! OH ANOTHER SPOIL OF THE DAY YESTERDAY IS THE ORANGE FLAVOURED CHOCOLATE!
i din really eat OFC and like it because it's milk choco. BUT THIS PARTICULAR ONE I BOUGHT...*DRUMROLLS* IS 75% DARK CHOCO AND STILL ORANGE FLAVOURED!!!!
im guessing there's some serious noir buffs out there inventing such stuffs.
-----------------------------------------------------
PC show was okay i guess, as crowded as usual. im glad i haf meiz + kotek as company this time. HTC TOUCH DIAMOND IS TEH ROXXOR~!
i remember last year quite loser/loner where i went to the show myself, go visit a friend who is working at the bookfair and saw my fellow loner there LOL who is none other than Bert. I guess he won't be in the club after this year heh!!!!!
caught up with the poly guys as usual~~ well... heh....
the movie ending is...
heart warming.
-----------------------------------------------------
Random Pics!
I guess this was what I have feared and came true and sorta what I expected. "till I hear from A personally." It really did.
I've got acute sixth sense i think.
and the special lv3 ability to step on her toes.
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
but i can live with that, i can be just a friend =) always, hee.
just that i hope that we won't be awkward even while chatting over msn. ^-^
sorry for making you feel uncomfy, was never my intention, but im sorry it turned out like that. and also for being so thick skinned to have appeared oblivious to your ever subtle signs.
i was just running away from the inevitable. it caught up eventually. i know i shouldn't be at the party at all. making things awkward for you. so that you'd even need to half ignore me and so you said.
can't we just talk? oh msn.
as long as you're confortable with it.
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美。
我的世界已被摧毁
颓废是一种美。
我已被摧毁
颓废是美。
摧毁
颓废。
Friday the 13th, 11:47am
突然的找我,好久你没有主动PM我了，是好事吗?
Friday the 13th, 11:49am
"i just didn't feel gd half ignoring u, but it was really a tad awkward."
Friday the 13th, 12:03noon
"i think the way we catch up on msn is fine as it is
let's just leave it at this ok?"
这就是我在等待的，当你说‘就保持现状，msn就好’，以意味着我在你的世界已是多余的。
说是松了口气，倒不如是晴天来的一阵霹雳。
是突然的。
却不是偶然。
是意料之中。
却不是容易接受的。
"but i think its better for our friendship as well
or else would u have preferred me to take the 'ignore' route"
i guess i can take it if you'd really do it. i've been through it some years ago i think.
你所说的餐约，我想，亦不会实现。
谢谢你在我生命的篇章中留下些许的色彩。
刻骨铭心。
sorry for making you feel uncomfy,
it was never my intention,
but im sorry it had to turn out like that.
intention or not, i have caused you much troubles. it's me i agree.
this time i didn't even need to try.
and also for being so thick skinned to have appeared oblivious to your ever subtle signs. as i said. earlier on.
i think i am repeating things but... ...
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
i guess no amount of self pity will change the outcome any.
i guess there's no difference, 100 to 88 to 140 to 96.
the looks part failed, and the person is the problem.
just keep on looking. and look.
and look.
只有‘look'的份.
and that's it.
just 'look'. at others.
at her.
the same thing happens, over and over again.
didn't need to even try hard.
didn't even need to try.
爱，远离我。
当我翻开辞海，我却找不到‘爱’。
my experiences tell me that, “痛到不能再痛，就感觉不到痛了。”
不过这次，我会忍。
一杯就好。
麻醉了比较好睡。
不痛了之后就够了。
all these are proven true. yet again.
1) not good looking at all, failure of 1st impression and all the others
2) not financially independent
3) nothing to like about, no talents (can't play musical instrument or play sports really well or even ride a bike)
4) can't even do the ending right, saying the wrong words even at the end
5) over imposing presence
6) a good friend but that's all i'd ever be
7) different kinda status. door doesn't meet door
8) thick headed to act oblivious to all the obvious signs
i need to stop whining soon. if not the same thing will happen again. as it did. again.
stop whining about this stop whining about this.
just stop.
hold my breath.
A and B is no more. =) but hope we're still friends =)
>_< says (12:20 PM):
erm A~
>_< says (12:20 PM):
seriously dun worry abt it anyway
>_< says (12:20 PM):
er
>_< says (12:20 PM):
anymore
>_< says (12:20 PM):
i noe what ur saying
>_< says (12:21 PM):
hope ya dun haf to worry every time we chat here
>_< says (12:21 PM):
maybe a pity tht the meal will not take place
>_< says (12:21 PM):
but no worries
>_< says (12:21 PM):
take care!
i'd been in the sky since i met you. hit the ground a few times but i got back up there anyway because i want to present only my smiles to you. not that it is worth anything, but it just formed the minute i know you're there.
only when the frequency of falling increases, then i realised the reason why.
i fell to see you again.
i fell.
for you.
and this maybe the last time i'd ever get the chance to fall again.
i thank you for getting me over the last fall, and for putting me back down now where i first looked up then to see you, again.
let me wallow in this for awhile.
it's a piece of my life i'd never get back.......
4 songs here guess what songs????
-------------------------------------------------
雨 不停落下来 花 怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀
只要你能愉快
你要我听这一首歌 用这首歌离开我
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
为什麽爱上你的人是我
为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
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我还能笑的。=）
I still can smile. =)
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
i need to have happier postings.
i'm ord-ing soon! oh! wow! yay! heh! woohoo!
i'm happy to just have a healthy dosage of thoughts of A a day! and still able too =)
i'm grateful for the water i drank, the food i ate, the desserts i tasted, the air i breathed!
i'm so so so elated of being alive!
i'm so very consoled that i have people to speak to during the cold times whenever i needed a listening ear!
i'm so very grateful that i have people to walk with me during the dark times whenever i felt like K'ing M 'Self!!
i feel great to be sleeping properly every day!
it is my blessing to be able to still give thanks!
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也许事与愿违。
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eh eh was blog reading and came across this from a friend's post today:
Missing you is my hobby,
Caring for you is my job,
Making you happy is my duty,
and,
Loving you is my life.
abit meat numb, but worth a few cents of thoughts.
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i saw this job posting~~~
if what it says is true, this is the true essence of marketing at work as per foreign context.
but, fesyen to me is ok but i do not have in depth knowledge.
i am, however, very interested in the formulation, development and planning of marketing plans and events.
gonna complete my CB-ish CV soon.
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this phone is darn cool....
need an ord phone.
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I wonder how's A doing?
i'm happy to just have a healthy dosage of thoughts of A a day! and still able too =)
i'm grateful for the water i drank, the food i ate, the desserts i tasted, the air i breathed!
i'm so so so elated of being alive!
i'm so very consoled that i have people to speak to during the cold times whenever i needed a listening ear!
i'm so very grateful that i have people to walk with me during the dark times whenever i felt like K'ing M 'Self!!
i feel great to be sleeping properly every day!
it is my blessing to be able to still give thanks!
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也许事与愿违。
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eh eh was blog reading and came across this from a friend's post today:
Missing you is my hobby,
Caring for you is my job,
Making you happy is my duty,
and,
Loving you is my life.
abit meat numb, but worth a few cents of thoughts.
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i saw this job posting~~~
Brand Marketing Executive
Salary: up to $4500
Our client, an European leading fashion brand is hiring Brand Marketing Executive.
Responsibilities:
-Formulation and execution of marketing plan
-Development of creative advertising and effective sales promotion programmes.
-Planning and execution of marketing events
Requirements:
-Diploma/Degree in Marketing or Business Management
-Self motivated and good working attitude.
-Strong interpersonal skill and possess creative flair
-Able to travel to Europe (Milan) for short-middle term business meetings
Work location:
-Town
Salary:
-$3,000 to $4,500 (with experience)
-$1,800 to $2,500 (fresh graduates)
if what it says is true, this is the true essence of marketing at work as per foreign context.
but, fesyen to me is ok but i do not have in depth knowledge.
i am, however, very interested in the formulation, development and planning of marketing plans and events.
gonna complete my CB-ish CV soon.
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this phone is darn cool....
need an ord phone.
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I wonder how's A doing?
Friday, April 18, 2008
Trois Ans
3 years ago of today, i exited the lift, took a left turn of which i never looked back and regretted.
i kinda remembered. didnt think you would. but. yeah, only foolish people remember such things.
i smiled.
so did you.
and i dont remember any days when i didnt.
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oh my uncanny ability kick started again.
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it may be subtle, but being hyper sensory,
it's as if the text conveyed the message of the midnight wind outside my window.
normal as u tried but it's always fringed by maybe a wee bit of reservation.
as if i shouldnt have stepped into votre vie.
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all the hopings did were to hope them all away.
but i wish you smile.
and i wish you love.
tu est tres belle and you must try!
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i need a good walk tomorrow!!
i kinda remembered. didnt think you would. but. yeah, only foolish people remember such things.
i smiled.
so did you.
and i dont remember any days when i didnt.
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oh my uncanny ability kick started again.
我只是想要一些疯狂
和拥抱你的希望
或许迂回辗转万般艰难
只用心的将你牵绊
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it may be subtle, but being hyper sensory,
it's as if the text conveyed the message of the midnight wind outside my window.
normal as u tried but it's always fringed by maybe a wee bit of reservation.
as if i shouldnt have stepped into votre vie.
---------------------------------------------
all the hopings did were to hope them all away.
but i wish you smile.
and i wish you love.
tu est tres belle and you must try!
---------------------------------------------
i need a good walk tomorrow!!
Monday, April 07, 2008
i never knew that replies can be so...
cold?
kinda changed i guess. without telling what caused the change.
tbe mistakes haunting me again.
thought i yearned for the conversation but.
左上角很久没这么痛过了
if it's some kinda joke please tell me where the camera is.
if it ain't,
i need to survive the day.
kinda changed i guess. without telling what caused the change.
tbe mistakes haunting me again.
thought i yearned for the conversation but.
左上角很久没这么痛过了
if it's some kinda joke please tell me where the camera is.
if it ain't,
i need to survive the day.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Spidey (Jaedey) Sense
I can sense distance.
And the dinner ain't gonna happen anytime soon, if not at all, i think.
I.am.so.dead.tomorrow.with.the.wrong.stuff.in.my.mind.now.
p.s. did i mentioned that Me (Version 1.0) returned with the recent the self-caused (again) episode? oh hell yeah i am fighting it, with the exams going on and stuff.
i never did realised that till i had 430ml of 43s running through my veins on sunday.
and then the 0.023 record topped it off like whipped cream.
i guess it's becoming a tradition that something with similar effects gotta happen before something of similar magnitude.
woowee~ let me drown in my tearsoaked pillow tonight!!
and my p.s. is so long!!
And the dinner ain't gonna happen anytime soon, if not at all, i think.
I.am.so.dead.tomorrow.with.the.wrong.stuff.in.my.mind.now.
p.s. did i mentioned that Me (Version 1.0) returned with the recent the self-caused (again) episode? oh hell yeah i am fighting it, with the exams going on and stuff.
i never did realised that till i had 430ml of 43s running through my veins on sunday.
and then the 0.023 record topped it off like whipped cream.
i guess it's becoming a tradition that something with similar effects gotta happen before something of similar magnitude.
woowee~ let me drown in my tearsoaked pillow tonight!!
and my p.s. is so long!!
Monday, February 18, 2008
lyrical lies, depressing lines
i fine. probably abit off up there but i think i'm ok.
i just don't wanna feel anymore. even if it's temporary.
it's just me. it's something i've asked for. or did i?
my sensitivity is at its all time high. maybe i can sense crude oil underground and strike it rich. but i digress.
wo zhui zhu ai, ai que yuan li wo.
wo tao li bei shang, bei shang pian pian huan rao zhe wo.
wo yi jing kai shi hu si luan xiang.
jiu xiang yi qian yi yang.
na ge re ren tao yan de zi ji.
it's the "unexpected friendliness syndrome" again, again, and, again. side effects kicking in. distanced. well i didn't even need to ask/hint/popthequestion before it kicks in.
come to think again, would you reciprocate shrek if you weren't fiona....
i.didn't.think.so.
i'd take it as that. for now.
let me wallow in this bittersweet melancholy and selfpity for sometime.
i needed this to keep what's left of sanity that's been stretched like a taut wire for as long as i appeared as normal.
i'll just back off. for awhile.
just go cold turkey deprived of the thoughts of MA.
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LOL just joking!!! Did i manage to get ya? LOLOLOLOLOL ROFL you must be thinking "he's at it again" LOLOLOLOLOL
=)
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maybe it was a joke from the start to begin with.
Autumns Monologue
Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You dont.
Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me. You don't.
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You don't.
I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you! Over you
I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't.
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they should label on the bottle "warning: cheap liquor causes bad hangovers."
i need to pull myself together if i have the strength at the end.
it's just me. it's something i've asked for. or did i?
my sensitivity is at its all time high. maybe i can sense crude oil underground and strike it rich. but i digress.
wo zhui zhu ai, ai que yuan li wo.
wo tao li bei shang, bei shang pian pian huan rao zhe wo.
wo yi jing kai shi hu si luan xiang.
jiu xiang yi qian yi yang.
na ge re ren tao yan de zi ji.
it's the "unexpected friendliness syndrome" again, again, and, again. side effects kicking in. distanced. well i didn't even need to ask/hint/popthequestion before it kicks in.
come to think again, would you reciprocate shrek if you weren't fiona....
i.didn't.think.so.
i'd take it as that. for now.
let me wallow in this bittersweet melancholy and selfpity for sometime.
i needed this to keep what's left of sanity that's been stretched like a taut wire for as long as i appeared as normal.
i'll just back off. for awhile.
just go cold turkey deprived of the thoughts of MA.
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LOL just joking!!! Did i manage to get ya? LOLOLOLOLOL ROFL you must be thinking "he's at it again" LOLOLOLOLOL
=)
--------------------------------------------------------------
maybe it was a joke from the start to begin with.
Autumns Monologue
Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good
no, I'm nothing...
just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
of violence, of love, and of sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow!
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in
deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You dont.
Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
by you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
when i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me. You don't.
I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
and each piece of me dies
and only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You don't.
I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you! Over you
I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't.
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i need to pull myself together if i have the strength at the end.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
$27.25
Today i experienced the most expensive cab ride i ever took in my life. Not even cabbing back home from town during midnight beats this.
Failing a module = $3.9k
Rushing to submit a coursework = $27.25
Seeing the cab companies on their knees to beg us to take cabs in near future = Priceless
Hmm. From sembawang to tiong bahru nia leh. The peak hour 35 percent surcharge is seriously a blood sucker/wallet emptier/day killer.
Remind me never to take a cab during peak hours anymore. Is gan bo hua. It's not even midnight and i'm paying 27.25 for a cab ride. Bullshit.
I left camp with 30 dollars and stripped down after the ride with barely enough to pay my friend for the dinner.
Speaking of which I skipped last nights dinner, today breakfasts and lunch. I looked at my exams grades and coursework I feel full liao.
With this kinda grades I better get used to the feeling soon, maybe next time only 1 meal a day.
Haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. Slept 5am this morning too.
The adrenaline of last minute work certainly pushed me to do work but it's not very healthy. Had 2 packets of kopi-c from the kopitiam downstairs to keep my mind from steering the wrong direction into lala land.
Oh well, submitted the coursework. but i don't think anything good will come out from it. sigh.
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your smile alone makes me ponder if you'd ever let me catch you from below.
maybe you sensed. cos' i felt the distancing.
it's like level 10 sudoku. it'll never work out unless i'm exceptional. i ain't.
=D
blah blah blah blah.
need to lie real low to preserve the minimal of what's there.
but...
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PREVIEW: PRESENTING OUR VERY OWN TOPGEAR HBMW5S CLUB FIAT 1.4L SHOWDOWN. WILL IT BE THE BRAVO? THE GRANDE PUNTO? OR THE GRANDE PUNTO SKYDOME THAT WILL WIN THE CHALLENGES... WILL THE STIG BE THERE TO CRUSH THE APPLE WHILE CORNERING LIKE A GOD? SOME SAY... ...
Failing a module = $3.9k
Rushing to submit a coursework = $27.25
Seeing the cab companies on their knees to beg us to take cabs in near future = Priceless
Hmm. From sembawang to tiong bahru nia leh. The peak hour 35 percent surcharge is seriously a blood sucker/wallet emptier/day killer.
Remind me never to take a cab during peak hours anymore. Is gan bo hua. It's not even midnight and i'm paying 27.25 for a cab ride. Bullshit.
I left camp with 30 dollars and stripped down after the ride with barely enough to pay my friend for the dinner.
Speaking of which I skipped last nights dinner, today breakfasts and lunch. I looked at my exams grades and coursework I feel full liao.
With this kinda grades I better get used to the feeling soon, maybe next time only 1 meal a day.
Haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. Slept 5am this morning too.
The adrenaline of last minute work certainly pushed me to do work but it's not very healthy. Had 2 packets of kopi-c from the kopitiam downstairs to keep my mind from steering the wrong direction into lala land.
Oh well, submitted the coursework. but i don't think anything good will come out from it. sigh.
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your smile alone makes me ponder if you'd ever let me catch you from below.
maybe you sensed. cos' i felt the distancing.
it's like level 10 sudoku. it'll never work out unless i'm exceptional. i ain't.
=D
blah blah blah blah.
need to lie real low to preserve the minimal of what's there.
but...
------------------------------------------------------------
PREVIEW: PRESENTING OUR VERY OWN TOPGEAR HBMW5S CLUB FIAT 1.4L SHOWDOWN. WILL IT BE THE BRAVO? THE GRANDE PUNTO? OR THE GRANDE PUNTO SKYDOME THAT WILL WIN THE CHALLENGES... WILL THE STIG BE THERE TO CRUSH THE APPLE WHILE CORNERING LIKE A GOD? SOME SAY... ...