It's probably nothing.
Please.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Previously, On Lost.
Came back feeling a little lost, after like a week of back to back toiling day to night and long travellings to and fro.
But somehow I can always can find solace in the smile. Well, cliched, but at this point of time it's a miraculous salvo for me.
One of a quote a friend used for the msn for like forever, is "it's amazing what you can validate when you're smitten".
Don't know how long will it last but I'm gonna need every morsel of such self-rationalised deliverance.
:)
But somehow I can always can find solace in the smile. Well, cliched, but at this point of time it's a miraculous salvo for me.
One of a quote a friend used for the msn for like forever, is "it's amazing what you can validate when you're smitten".
Don't know how long will it last but I'm gonna need every morsel of such self-rationalised deliverance.
:)
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I dreamt a good dream last night and I remembered it.
But it only goes to say it only happens in my dreams.
But it was so real!
Comes fully with the feeling of ease and peacefulness like you're holding onto something so dear.
Dreams, they say, are often the opposite of reality.
Sigh with me.
But it was so real!
Comes fully with the feeling of ease and peacefulness like you're holding onto something so dear.
Dreams, they say, are often the opposite of reality.
Sigh with me.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Issues About Being Around.
Someone told me last night, "this is the perfect song to hold the girl". Probably they are already doing so.
A song which I can't really remember the title. It could of Chris Brown's or Ne-Yo's.
A perfect situation, there I was, and there she was.
The question is, "Why didn't I?"
After some rationalising, I came up with a few plausible explanations:
1) I'm hum chee.
2) I might have been in a daze.
3) I'm too far away.
4) Her friends are watching. Or maybe not.
5) She's chatting with some guy friend.
6) I don't know how.
Or maybe I'd like to know if she feels the same way I do first.
I'm already the kind that engages in excessive thinking to the point of pointless scenario forming. Worst when it comes to such matters and worst still if it's about the girl I think I like.
And more often than not, with such worries constantly in mind, it's got a 100% hit rate of making myself to screw everything up. I have to chill. So far I've been doing things differently and the efforts have shown some minor progress.
I might have made the wrong move by being slightly too honest about myself, a reason that I have to admit is the root of most of the bad things that happened in the past. If there's a reset button that I can press, then I have to make a mental note of not to show too much of this the next time I find the someone.
If this is not working out. But we'll see.
I'll still carry on being around. Hope it's something.
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Tired. Sunday evening blues started a couple of hours ago.
A song which I can't really remember the title. It could of Chris Brown's or Ne-Yo's.
A perfect situation, there I was, and there she was.
The question is, "Why didn't I?"
After some rationalising, I came up with a few plausible explanations:
1) I'm hum chee.
2) I might have been in a daze.
3) I'm too far away.
4) Her friends are watching. Or maybe not.
5) She's chatting with some guy friend.
6) I don't know how.
Or maybe I'd like to know if she feels the same way I do first.
I'm already the kind that engages in excessive thinking to the point of pointless scenario forming. Worst when it comes to such matters and worst still if it's about the girl I think I like.
And more often than not, with such worries constantly in mind, it's got a 100% hit rate of making myself to screw everything up. I have to chill. So far I've been doing things differently and the efforts have shown some minor progress.
I might have made the wrong move by being slightly too honest about myself, a reason that I have to admit is the root of most of the bad things that happened in the past. If there's a reset button that I can press, then I have to make a mental note of not to show too much of this the next time I find the someone.
If this is not working out. But we'll see.
I'll still carry on being around. Hope it's something.
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Tired. Sunday evening blues started a couple of hours ago.
Friday, October 16, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Try
If i walk would you run
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me
If i ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready
But i'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If i sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am i catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready
If i stop would you come
If i say you're the one would you believe me
If i ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe i'm not ready
But i'm trying for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough
If i sing you a song would you sing along
Or wait till i'm gone, oh how we push and pull
If i give you my heart would you just play the part
Or tell me it's the start of something beautiful
Am i catching up to you
While your running away, to chase your dreams
It's time for us to face the truth cause we are coming to each other to change
And maybe i'm not ready
Thursday, October 08, 2009
Offsite meeting at The Coast, at Sentosa The Cove
i dunno how to react to price of each unit at any development at The Cove.
8.9, my colleague said coolly.
the landed ones, the land itself is 8.9. it makes the ferrari dbs bentley rollsroyce parked at each house look like they are just a "by the way" kinda thing.
cool place nonetheless, opened my eyes real wide when we were shown around the whole cove.
can't picture that sort of money but it sure is nice reading newspaper by the verandah facing the beach on a weekend afternoon, then taking your cruiser parked at your own private berth behind out for a spin for fishing and some champs.
since im at sentosa, of course i went to "see you soon" and "see you". :)
:))))))))))))))))))
8.9, my colleague said coolly.
the landed ones, the land itself is 8.9. it makes the ferrari dbs bentley rollsroyce parked at each house look like they are just a "by the way" kinda thing.
cool place nonetheless, opened my eyes real wide when we were shown around the whole cove.
can't picture that sort of money but it sure is nice reading newspaper by the verandah facing the beach on a weekend afternoon, then taking your cruiser parked at your own private berth behind out for a spin for fishing and some champs.
since im at sentosa, of course i went to "see you soon" and "see you". :)
:))))))))))))))))))
Sunday, October 04, 2009
1 Oct 2009
lucky for the 3rd time. how would i know it's an off day for e?
great chill out at timbre :)))) just ate a little bit too full.
din manage to send her :( but well, i was a bit late in asking.
next time. next time.
just that the bidding good bye had 5 seconds of silence. makes me wonder what are we waiting for.
argh.
whenever she made faces i just had to look away. i dunno, but somehow i felt that i should "ration" the cute sight out and if i stared, there would be none left for later.
"see ya soon" :))))))))))))))))))
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Today.
Long time no see bs and aerosmith. BS has jolin cai as gf and aerosmith's gg to vietnam next year for viet bride. LOL.
Nice supper at bukit timah food centre.
Joined kotek and gang at mohd sultan. Wanted to go dbl o but it's pitch black inside. Hence we headed to the watering hole at Next Page bar opposite dbl o.
DO NOT, I SAY DO NOT GO TO NEXT PAGE BAR. THE CHIVAS THEY SELL TASTED FUNNY. AND YES I AM IMPLYING WHAT YOU ARE THINKING NOW BUT I'M NOT GONNA TYPE IT HERE.
And their service stopped after we amicably settled the matter with them, when we have every right to kick up a fuss but we didn't.
Fuckers, spoilt my night.
great chill out at timbre :)))) just ate a little bit too full.
din manage to send her :( but well, i was a bit late in asking.
next time. next time.
just that the bidding good bye had 5 seconds of silence. makes me wonder what are we waiting for.
argh.
whenever she made faces i just had to look away. i dunno, but somehow i felt that i should "ration" the cute sight out and if i stared, there would be none left for later.
"see ya soon" :))))))))))))))))))
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Today.
Long time no see bs and aerosmith. BS has jolin cai as gf and aerosmith's gg to vietnam next year for viet bride. LOL.
Nice supper at bukit timah food centre.
Joined kotek and gang at mohd sultan. Wanted to go dbl o but it's pitch black inside. Hence we headed to the watering hole at Next Page bar opposite dbl o.
DO NOT, I SAY DO NOT GO TO NEXT PAGE BAR. THE CHIVAS THEY SELL TASTED FUNNY. AND YES I AM IMPLYING WHAT YOU ARE THINKING NOW BUT I'M NOT GONNA TYPE IT HERE.
And their service stopped after we amicably settled the matter with them, when we have every right to kick up a fuss but we didn't.
Fuckers, spoilt my night.