i watched huo yuan jia today.

nice show. horrible death though.

i met up with some of my primary school classmates. they are like whoa. the gals are prettier and the guys are smarter. darn.

tml sch liao how. sianz.

fuck the cny crowd at cinemas and damn the slow counters wah the queue is so long.

wanted to catch a movie at westmall just now but the queue was just too long, and the 9.25 show tickets sold out le. darn.

the ticket counter worked darn slow even though there's a long queue.

the queue was like almost till the ezone there. so i was like wtf.

came back home eventually. wah sian ar....

have u all seen a bak zhang never tie properly thn the fillings come out a little? well i saw it walking on the streets. ooooopsssssss

Sentosa Luge is fun!

went to sentosa. aahaha my mum wanna take pic of the flowers around the fountain.

i like the luge. its a thing where u sit on it and travel down slope. ahahah exciting.

after which u travel up the slope by the chairscalator or something ahahaha. damn high up sia. not so good for the weak of heart.

lets go play sometime okay?

while returning home, passed by labrador park's sign and a sign below that says:

"Secret Tunnel"

i was like totally WTF if its a secret tunnel its not so secret afterall with a sign pointing towards it eh?

hmm. i guess tml will be going to relatives house again........

i wonder hows pepe doing?

my relatives came over.

and had vegetarian dinner. warm sia. so many people ahahaha~~
wat am i gonna do at night. seriously no activity sia.

ang pow i received:

biggest = 50 cm by 30 cm. (kidding la. its $82 from my maternal grand mother)
smallest = 4 cm by 2.5 cm. (okay stop throwing tomatoes on the screen! its 6 or 8 dollars from a maternal relative i cant remember who.)

hopes it keeps increasing!

hahahahahaha

oh i forgot to mention. i got a very cute nephew named yang yang. i think he is intimidated by me budden he walks wobbly while offering sweets to all the uncles and aunties. like zui quan ahahaha~~

hmm. make tht 15 instead of less thn 10. =D

anyway. happy CNY! gong xi gong xi!

hehe.

My Birthday is Today.

but i guess not many people knows it. So exciting~~~~ the day started.

1. went to school, distributed some marshmallows.
2. went chinatown for tim sum after 2 lessons with those bunch. treated them too.
   
3. went shopping for Their clothes while i go get prize money for toto (3+1 = $20)
4. went bugis shopping for their clothes.
   
5. i bought a birthday present for myself.
6. went far east to shop for Their clothes.
   
7. ate jap food at far east wasabi tei, foods nice sashimi nice but chef attitude.
8. went orchard to shop for Their clothes.
9. I really wanted to go partyworld. but 1 guy din wanna go. the rest dont go as well.
   
10. went coffee bean to chill.
11. went back to an empty home. bros' out. parents at chinatown.
12. presents i received so far: 1. a pair of earrings i bought for myself @ $12.90.
13. gonna haf 1 more from meiz. haha.
14. bday greetings i received: less thn 10. smses and handshakes. thanks u all. =D
15. i wanna go ktv.
16. im trying to log in into the msn
17. logged in.
    
18. as i finish typing no. 17, my birthday ended.
19. i think, wow.
20. andrew's bday had steamboat and went somewhere. he recieved 2 tees.
    
21. ivan's bday he treated us dinner and went for beer after tht. erieck bought him a tshirt.
    
22. erieck's bday he at indo.
    
23. jo bday is holidays.
24. zs bday was holidays too but he recieved 2 t shirts bidded from ebay. label Xlarge. didnt think he liked it though.
    
25. my bday we had tim sum and shopped for their cny clothes.
26. =D
27. 生日快乐
    我对自己说
    蜡烛点了
    寂寞亮了
28. suddenly i thought of this song. just nice i dled a while ago.
    
29. last year although i dun haf money treat pple but there were many pple nonetheless. theres the guys and bong sisters. i remembered how i had to rush home in order not to miss my parents celebration for me. i love my parents. suntec city there, country mana. the queue for cabs was fucking long but heng heng i got one at the expressway. heng.
30. 生日快乐
    我对自己说
31. i think it was a good start today. maybe.
32. i'm 20 years old le. how? not a teenager anymore. next year can vote liao. gonna go ns liao.
33. hope can get lotsa ang pow this year. thn can buy things i wan le.
34. hope can shun shun pass this year.
35. hope you all are happy.
36. wonder how's pepe doing.
37. tml cny eve le. prolly going marina square there as usual...with parents.
38. thn is cny. happy cny everyone.
39. i hope can miracally slim down.
40. Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~
    

countdown: 1 day.

I am beginning to enjoy this.
I wanna drive.

On another note, don't think pepe knows.

Counting down: 2days.

please bear with my counting down a few more days can?
orite.
i had only 2 hours of sleep thanks to maplestory.

hmm, Gotangco Marie Natasha Incogtio.
CHIO!

i wanna rent a car.

poly life ending le. how. i seriously dunno.

3 years just like that.

bd mmit. still got projects.

dunno pepe know about fri or not.

Counting down: 3 days.

iaf is done. i gonna do mmit soon. soon.

i wonder hows pepe doing.

hmm...

Went to mos yesterday. it totally sucked at first. but later in the night it was better. simply because we had drinks. seriously speaking mos' drinks is very expensive. a black label at @ 228? thts seriously murder and arson. nevertheless, i had the following:

1. cough syrup with vodka (enuff of "huh?" its cranberry they say)
2. 4 or 5 bottles of heineken
3. 3 tequila shots
4. 1 guinesss stout

darn. i think my face was flushed.
stayed at the mainhall though. SMOOVE was so crowded tht they are limiting people going in. u haf to queue again in the club? thts ridiculous.

when everybody had a little much to drink.. they start to play stupid things like truth or dare. i AM NOT HAPPY. WHY ALL THE GUYS EXCEPT ME GET TO KISS OR BE KISSED BY GIRLS AND ONLY I WAS FORCED KISSED BY A GUY!!!! GIVE ME BACK MY VIRGINITY YOU FUCKERS!!!!! OH MY HOW AM I GONNA LIVE LIKE THAT???

oh ya forgot to mention. before tht was a bikini show. wee yoo weet~~~

we went out at 3.40am to haf brkfast at mcdonalds. thn we headed home.

reached home at around 5 am and slept before 6 am. the taxi driver says ivan looks like "slyvester sim" ahahahaha~~~

was interrupted in my dreams at 12.30. piangz.

had lunch thn cleaning up the house.... sianz.

thn went to relative's house till now.

i wanted to study iaf but... no chance leh. wat the hell.

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hmm. well. everytime i thought of the msg my thoughts run wild. i feel a little sour at my chest.

i dunno hows ***** doing.

i think too much.

do i****u to anyone...anyone? at all?

hmm... ... ... no, it's not me who said it.

my mind is screwed.

i think it was said in a moment of elation stupor.

yeah most probably.

i shouldnt think too much and infer too much.

ahahaha, aint gonna happen anyway.

yeah aint gonna happen.

i dunno im feel screwed.

to pull me and push me away.

i dont know.

im very happy for you passing your tp pearl. congratz.
eating like what you said?

oh ya, did ya really mean it in the first sms? gosh im elated as well. ahahaha~

眼睛含着泪，是看不清楚对方的。

anyway. this is not the title of the blog. some random lines for my future songs probably. how many times have i blogged today? dunno.

i hope tomorrow will be a breeze. cos im really tired. today finish 2 presentations at one go is seriously relieving.

"i was borned to live, lived to learn, learnt to love, and loved till die."

I came out with this verse mind you. =D

shit. i think i still have tutorial to do.

shit. i think i have games to play.

shit. i think i have comics to read.

damn so little time so much to do.

Give me a reason to not like you. =D

Things to not say to people.

1. When people doesnt have money left and you owe him 3 dollars (cos probably a meal cost 7 dollars he/she gave 10), you don't diam diam later he/she ask you say next time thn get from me or wat and add "a few bucks nia". That's equivalent to next day's lunch. And why the fuck should the person ask you for HIS/HER own money?
   
2. When people help you alot before now he/she turn to you for help, you don't say "siao" and thats it. If it is difficult but can be done and people have done it before for you, all the more you don't say "siao" to that person. If really cannot, fuck you say nicely say "cannot la" don't say "siao".
   
3. Unless the person agreed, you should always say how much is owed. Don't say "mai gei gow" (although sometimes i say that too). A few cents is okay. A few dollars have to see how much. A few bucks + a few bucks + a few bucks is a lot of money. Fuck you i dont own a bank.
   

Sigh. Sianz.

i've got 2 presentations IN A ROW tomorrow. hows? gotta wear formal or not formal?

today is sianz. sianz becos of a few pang seh kias.

nice because today minz thought it was my bday yesterday~~ aahahahaha

today is my lunar bday. by lunar calendar im 22. my mom fried noodles, calamari, chicken nuggets and fish sticks. niceee~~~

speaking of my mom, she's superwoman. she drives the pickup i always complained about no power steering steady steady pom pee pee. thn my dad disses me by saying things like that.

oh. while blogging this me mom gave me a red packet. fuyo~

No dun be mistaken. i'm not as free as you think.

darn. I heart Honda Accord Euro R!!!

Powered by the K20A 2.0 liter DOHC i-VTEC engine, the Honda Accord Euro R adopts the lightweight 6-speed manual transmission that offers highly responsive performance.

Comes with front bucket seats, the aluminium make shift knob, the MOMO book-binding leather steering wheel which is far superior in handling, as well as the aluminium make sport pedals. In addition, springs, anti-sway bars, and bushings are firmer, and shock absorbers have been tuned for optimum damping.

Again, cant afford it now. By the time i can buy anything probably Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution have up to 30 liao. Evo XXX ahahahah~~~




Please, grant me strength (or cash)~~~~

the ipod video is so cooool. i cant afford it. ZZZZZ

so fast. saturday and sunday gone like that. recently time installed turbo issit? pehsss sttt~~~~

let me blog about yesterday. We were celebrating ivan's bday.

Went fish and co and he treated us. met at 8 plus and went around suntec. at first we wanted to eat buffet, but all the buffet gonna close at 9.30 or 10pm, bo hua.

was damn full. the NY fish and chips is fabuliciously done. i heart cheese.

afterwhich cant decide to go anywhere. went to S-11 to watch soccer. ordered 2 buckets of heineken (which is much more cheaper than pubs. 2 buckets = 8 bottles = 39.20. we walked passed pre-rouge and they were selling 12.80 a bottle. u do the maths.) in the end man U 1 - man city 3, arsenal 6 - dunno wat team 0. i am not a soccer person.

its about 1 am or 2am i forgot. then we cant decide where to go again. at last alvin suggested to go play Quake 4 at cine lv 9. the place is cool. but quite ex per hour. was fun though.

till 4 am i think. is woah. come out my eyes is very tired. in the end took cab.

woke up at 1 pm today. had lunch and watch tv and play com till now.

tatataata!~

anybody heart memoirs of a geisha? watching this sure kills your interest. OMFG~

i am sleepy. i need sleep.

再来一遍
词/曲：JD

细雨，让身体干着却淋湿我的心。
冷风，冷却了我们七年的感情。
天晴，再也没有过去快乐的意义。
我想，这总结了我们之间的爱情。

如果我就这么放手，你会不会真正的开心？
是否我们之间已经结了一层冰？

因为近来的回忆，都是你转身的背影。

每次都想紧紧抱着你，

让你听见

喜欢着你的心

跳动的声音

思念，让心里想着却眼睛看不见。

孤单，变成了影子陪在我身边。

见面，看到了彼此却无法了解。

我想，是否能够从开始再来一遍。

如果我就这么松手，你会不会真正的开心？

也许我们之间真的结了一层冰。

因为近来的回忆，都是你离去的背影。

每次都想好好抱着你，

让你听见

喜欢着你的心

跳动的声音

如果我就这么松手，你会不会真正的开心？

也许我们之间真的结了一层冰。

因为近来的回忆，都是你离去的背影。

每次都想好好抱着你，

让你听见

喜欢着你的我

不舍的声音

细雨，让身体干着却淋湿我的心。
冷风，冷却了我们之间的感情。
思念，让心里想着却眼睛看不见。
我想，是否能够从开始再来一遍。

我想，是否能够从。。。
开始。。。
再。来。一。遍。。。

The West Ham United anthem - 'I'm Forever Blowing Bubbles'

I'm dreaming dreams
I'm scheming schemes
I'm building castles high

They're born anew
Their days are few
Just like a sweet butterfly

And as the daylight is dawning
They come again in the morning

I'm forever blowing bubbles
Pretty bubbles in the air
They fly so high
Nearly reach the sky
Then like my dreams they fade and die

Fortune's always hiding
I've looked everywhere
I'm forever blowing bubbles
Pretty bubbles in the air.

When shadows creep
When I'm asleep
To lands of hope I stray

Then at daybreak
When I awake
My bluebird flutters away

Happiness you seem so near me
Happiness come forth and cheers me

I'm forever blowing bubbles
Pretty bubbles in the air
They fly so high
Nearly reach the sky
Then like my dreams they fade and die

Fortune's always hiding
I've looked everywhere
I'm forever blowing bubbles
Pretty bubbles in the air

Words/Music by Jaan Kenbrovin/John William Kellette

tml sb day. no need go school! LOL!!

i wrote a chinese song. wanna hear it?

Woke up to do projects. when will it ever end.

Sweet things causes diabeties.
Salty things causes high blood pressure.
Sour things causes gastric.
Bitter things causes...

hmm. Hence i declare Bitter Food are healthy!!!! Let us all eat Bittergourd for each meal!!!!

sigh. fast paced week.

hmm, after new year i wanna buy the following things

1. new long wallet --- $20-40
2. duffel bag from zinc --- $40
3. a metal whisky flask --- $26
4. final fantasy 7 earings and ring set --- $11
5. small Bleach figures set --- $12

oh my. so many things to buy~~~~ hope my ang pow money bestest this year~~~~~~

四 张 机
鸳 鸯 织 就 欲 双 飞
可 怜 未 老 头 先 白
春 波 碧 草
晓 寒 深 处 相 对 浴 红 衣

Did you all know?

Number of zeros	U.S. & scientific community	Other countries
3	thousand	thousand
6	million	million
9	billion	1000 million (1 milliard)
12	trillion	billion
15	quadrillion	1000 billion
18	quintillion	trillion
21	sextillion	1000 trillion
24	septillion	quadrillion
27	octillion	1000 quadrillion
30	nonillion	quintillion
33	decillion	1000 quintillion
36	undecillion	sextillion
39	duodecillion	1000 sextillion
42	tredecillion	septillion
45	quattuordecillion	1000 septillion
48	quindecillion	octillion
51	sexdecillion	1000 octillion
54	septendecillion	nonillion
57	octodecillion	1000 nonillion
60	novemdecillion	decillion
63	vigintillion	1000 decillion
66 - 120		undecillion - vigintillion
303	centillion
600		centillion

hmm. watched the 9pm drama just now. got a few good 台词 i wanna edit and post here.

"我们的过去，就像在玻璃瓶水里的沙子。若不让沙子沉淀下来就永远看不到未来。。。”
“就让过去沉淀吧。要不然你就看不到我了。。。”

sianzz.. i still have not mustered strength~~~

Please grant me strength and will for tomorrow to start on and hopefully finish the projects.

ahaha, i read through my 2004 posts. here's one of the smart aleck ones:

"hmm... suddenly thought of one thing~

"Those who din't have anything, yearns to have something.
Those who have something, greeds for more.
Those who greeds for more but din't get it, hopes to have what they
originally had.
And those who got more, wants more."

well, that's Human.

"Those who are contented, are those who realises what they have are enough.
Those who realises that they have enough, are those who are truly happy
with what they have."

well, that's contentment."

i would like to add one more paragraph:

"Those who said "be yourself", never once "be themselves"
Those who never "be themselves", are those mixing well with society.
Rationale is, you would never want to show the true self to the others. No one will ever accept it. No one. Probably tolerate a little. But never one could accept it. Cos' once you do, people will drift away from you.

To those who said "be yourself", well, that's Bullshit.

Darn. the day has come.

I have finished some of the projects. zzz. SOME NIA.
darn it still got alot. heck tml thn do.

go check out this!! its dumb but some of them quite funny...ahahaa

and this too!!! i never knew got Chocomaru. ahahahaha

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

damn sian. tml last day of holidays. bloody hectic term gonna start.

oh my, my mom came in and tidied up my room. "see liao uncomfortable" says she. she's not even living in it. oh my, where can u get a superb mom like her. i love my mom.~~~ my dad tooooooo~~~~~

hmm. i can park too!

"we're gonna die like this u noe. miserable and old."

OH MY!

holidays is ending. my oh my oh my~~~

“我们的爱让我们[不舍]，但也让我们学会了[放下]。
我终于了解到想见一个人却见不到的感觉了。
若有一天，你不在了，我会怎么办？
若我不在了，你会想起我吗？
一天说一次也许不能弥补一切的过错。
若可以的话，我想再说一次我爱你。。。”

nope not all are from the movie. but i suddenly wanted to rephrase them into something, well, i dunno... touching?

Happy New Year Everybody!

2006, new year, new start and a new day!

Rock on!