Get a grip.

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if i don't get a grip...if i don't get a grip...if i don't get a grip...


i'd lose it.

it rhymes yeah i know but it's unintentional.

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18.4.2005

was the first day. =)

guess what movie!

oh well now i understand why people can watch again and again year after year. after 4 years of its premiere i finally watched the 久仰大名 show.

i don't know if it's called "relating to the movie" or if it really is. Okie i can't simply because I haven't been in it before. I can't really explain it.

....actually is all around.

oh is it. maybe it only happens in the movies where people of different backgrounds actually does get together.

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Jamie: I know I seems an insane person - because I hardly knows you - but sometimes things are so transparency, they don't need evidential proof. (in broken Portuguese and a horde of the neighbours behind him)

Daniel: You know, Sammy, I'm sure she's unique and extraordinary, but... the general wisdom is that, in the end, there isn't just one person for each of us.
Sam: There was for Kate and Leo. There was for you. There is for me.
[holds up one finger]
Sam: She's "the one".
Daniel: Fair enough.

Mark: With any luck, by next year - I'll be going out with one of these girls.
[pic of supermodels]
Mark: But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - Just because it's Christmas - And at Christmas you tell the truth - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you - Until you look like this
[pic of a mummy]
Mark: Merry Christmas

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Good movie. Didn't know why i didn't watch it then.

Oh i know, but nevermind.

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Daniel: Even better! Sam, you've got nothin' to lose, and you'll always regret it if you don't.

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Sigh.

a random thought for every christmas

The Rail Mall. My haunt when i still lived near there. But now it's like a mall located at some wealthy suburbs.

I kinda liked the place. Been there a couple weeks back and it stills gives me a cosy feeling about the place. There's cafes, a supermarket, convenient store, bank, video rentals, wine shop, bars and restaurants. Perfect place to spend an evening.

Evening time, except for the ever jamming roads, everything seems slow paced, relaxed ambience and people strolling about. It almost feels that it had a timezone of its own.

Oh, I haven't speak of the random thought yet.

I think it would be quite romantic shopping for groceries at the Cold Storage located at the mall. Just the two (whoever they may be), thinking what's for dinner/tomorrow's breakfast, what's lacking at home, staying close because the air conditioning is chilly, getting dog snacks for the canine in the car, maybe a bottle of wine and ice cream for later, snickering and commenting at the stuff chosen etcetera... ...

I guess Cold Storage is the closest thing around the area that resembles those in Caucasian countries where most of the dramas are set. Therefore this random thought. No I don't watch them alot if at all.

Bright lightings, festive decorations if any, imported groceries and settings all play a part. Most importantly, it's not like NTUC where it feels like a stock exchange during trading time. You can walk freely, browse at the stuff you want, space between people, breathing room and so on.

Nice place duncha think?

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2 days ago i ran round cck, on the way back i saw a turtle on the pavement. wtf they haf turtles on the pavements now?

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it seemed like the whole singapore don't sell theodore's plush anywhere at all. been to sun plaza, tiong bahru plaza, jurong point, bukit panjang plaza and almost lot 1. guess i gotta buy something else. Travelling these places in half a day certainly drained the money I topped up YESTERDAY.

Here's an article about our proclaimed "world's best". Click here.

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right, back to jefafa done ham dot com~~~~

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I heart hillview!

yay.

i've formulated a plan for x'mas eve. with or without people it has to go on.

with people more fun of course.

without, then, ji gei bo zhong... ...

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need to KO for 12-16 hours straight. at the right time. at the right place.

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i need to run tomorrow. felt the carbs building up.

how alot is alot?

once every morning/afternoon i wake up.
once every night/morning i fall asleep.
and once every other time when i lose concentration on what i'm doing.

is that alot?

sometimes i feel that it's not enough. to the point of paranoia that i might forget everything.

so i'm like stealing a moment of thought here and there, rationing it so that it'll last me throughout the day till i lose conscious and disconnect with reality, that is if i don't dream about... ...

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yeah rant and rant and not doing anything about it.

well deserved stupidity.

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as if i could change the status quo.

oh the hell i need to be buried.

Ocean Size Love

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between, needs our attention
I see you right in front of me, as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave, this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry any more
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection
I see you right in front of me, a vision in my head
And I know this is as real, as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

You make no sound, but I can hear you in the wind
I can see this never ends, like the sea, like you for me

And it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love
And it might seem much too far, to get back to where you are
But it's close enough, with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me, send a sign across the sea
And I'll pick it up, with an ocean size love

Oh, oh...

三言两语。隆市旅。

Please pause the song playing on imeem before enjoying the slide show. i like the song by the singer of sixpence none the richer.

super cumbersome to upload the photos. not helping when the photos are of good quality.

hence i choose to make a slideshow outta them.

here's the lo'down of the KL trip (finally):

Spent many many money.
Where the hell is the 42 inch plasma tv in our rooms?
Had a ramly burger everyday to sustain my life.
Secret Recipe cakes over there can't make it for nuts sake. cheaper so what. missing some ingredients i guess.
1600 tix for the skybridge all gone by the time we reached petronas tower. bo bian take pictures outside and browse around suria KLCC. whatever happened to the tix selling plan to earn some dough.
Eye of malaysia at lake titiwangsa wasn't bad but too bad it rained. if not we'd get a better view.
Walked quite a bit of the malls, bbplaza, lot 10, sungei wang....
Tired of haggling in chinatown. the chinese uncle selling the snacks is a bastard. air mata kuching is okay nia.
Bought a stussy tee, ralph polo, a ring, lotsa gum and some local snacks back for myself.
Tzi Char was nice.
Many many photos.
Walked alot!

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This is the story of lipton tea. Idea came from 2 packets of creamer added to a cup of tea in an attempt to sweeten it.


JD street magic!


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I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on

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Grape the purple doll will do just fine with you.
Thanks for the muffins.
I'm glad you liked the HBH TSPs...

=D

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见过你的美

我还能爱谁？

drove here. exchanged stuff. 3 minutes ride to the mrt accompanied by bossanova jazz.
10 minutes of my life I'd savour for weeks to come.

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she's driving i'm not.
the life we living differs.

le sigh.

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recently got to know this comic strip titled pon and zi. the drawer hid meanings within the strips. up to you to figure it out.

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sore throat. must be the noisette and macarons.

but din regret eating them. =D

i wanted to blog about the KL trip...

... but i dun seem to muster enuff concentration to do so.

shall do it whn im on leave.

ramly burger double dua daging spesial cheese istimewa deluxe is teh roxxor!

the scum of the sounds.

my meizu m6 stock earphones finally ROD-ed. unexpectedly. i just wanna buy something to tide over the kl trip. then i bought a philips 5.90 earphones. i thought it wouldn't tht bad compared to meizu stock.

and hell i was so wrong.

totally flat notes and almost bassless. and it wrote there bass outlet or whatever shit.

i got so pissed by the sound quality (if any at all) that i decided to head to stereo electronics (again) to try and find sumajin bert intro-ed.

but no, it was discontinued.

in the end, being poor and all that i cant afford sennheiser cx300 @ $109, although it has much fuller bass and decently defined notes.

and i compared ck32 and some sony earphones. and i chose...


...this

Audio Technica ATH-CK32. Outta the two this has fuller bass and better definition. i can say meizu stock is comparable but lose only lose bass and noise insulation.

i'm quite satisfied for the 30 dollars i paid.

i'm quite new to noise insulation although i've tested quite a few. i like being in a world of my own when i listen to my meizu.

my next earphones shall be something of at least 2 drivers liao. =D hopefully.

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tml is the trip i cant sleep.

and oh, same symptoms as yesterday.

=D

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"it's like every breath i breathe,
every drop of blood circulating,
every thought i think,
every glass of water i drink
keeps me alive,
for the sole purpose of
seeing you once again."

Yes, I'm glad that I met you too.

3 days. still shellshocked.

how.

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L'amour est comme un sablier, avec le coeur se remplissant pendant que le cerveau vide

heart pourer

i'd try my best to fit the description.

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anyway i found some things im interested in: sweet wines, ice wines, ice.
firstly i need to get an ice shaver.
next i might be on my way to Times Magazine.
=D
the next George Quek.

my mind was kind of short circuited by a particular emotion current

la pensée de vous runs through my mind since d-day.

i guess this never happens often but feels almost procedure-like.

Being procedure-like and base on past performance charts, i can almost predict how will it turn out.

Oh wait, such pragmatic thoughts are procedure-like thoughts are part of the process too.

Suddenly anything you see that strikes a chord with what you're feeling now becomes a horoscopic omen/sign/warning kinda stuff.

Like these two lines of lyrics of which were long forgotten but was browsed unintentionally in a friend's site:

为什么爱上你的人是我?
为什么一厢情愿的人
会难过?

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somehow i'm glad that i was attached to the hellhole 2 years ago. =D

name reminds me of..

’Tis but thy name that is my enemy;
Thou art thyself though,
not a Montague.
What’s Montague?
It is nor hand, nor foot,
Nor arm, nor face,
nor any other part
Belonging to a man.
O! Be some other name:
What’s in a name?
That which we call a rose
By any other name would smell as sweet

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Le bidon n'oublient dedans jamais la première vue de vous deux ans hier madammemoiselle A...

oh well, a poser trying to be french who doesn't know french trying to speak french with his broken language command.

Le sigh!

shellshocked still.

tu est tres belle! A!

madammemoiselle A's bday today, me being polar B, have to attend.

first thing first. reminiscence of the days spent in hillview. i loved the serenity. gotta try to move back to hillview someday soon.

the party was brimming with people, with most of them i do not know. said hi to her dad, mom, and some frens.

the peepz were friendly and hence striking a conversation aint hard. A, being the hostess of the day had to scurry around.

A! i forgot to say, (maybe dint dare to), tu est tres belle!

Uncle A dont seem to remember me, but who am i of any significance. but he certainly remembered my past size.

Auntie A looks like kwan chi lam. i swear.

thank you A for trying to keep me company at times. im sure im a boring conversationist.

made some new acquaintances today, leonard from BPGHS, rebecca, mingyi and alex.

the food was nice the yam cake was great. im envious of ur big family and many many frens and cousins. 600 over photos taken are no mean feat.

juliet you asked? well... cant possible give u an exact reply cos... later awkward how?

dumbest thing i did was give A a pat on the back. i think i still patted too hard. a hug is always better. but...

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im glad i went. im glad that i saw A after such a long time. bmt wasnt gone to waste.

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im not even an average joe
in all aspects. be it aesthetics, finance, and etc.
aint a smooth talker.
aint a good looker.
aint a high roller.
aint a whatever.

i hope whatever the dream allows me to dream...
only to feel wont ever be the one.

one day if the romeo aint B, well...history will repeat itself.

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a day of chain of complicated feelings. damn nervous, excited, happy and duo1 chou2 shan4 gan3 in a succesful chain.

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just cant take my eyes....

okie whatever i need sleep.

It's up and running!

but its like a piece of blank foolscap waiting for me to create miracles or destroy asunder.

Huh??

dun mess wit me yo'~~