Saturday, December 31, 2005

TODAY IS NEW YEAR EVE

Hope you all have a nice one! ahahahaha tml is NEW YEAR LIAO!!

LAST day of 2005 today!!!

what am i gonna do today?
  1. Play Devil Kings
  2. Watch TV
  3. Go eat dinner with parents
  4. Read comics
  5. Watch Computer
eh wait, i do this everyday wat~~~~~~

New Year Resolutions:
  1. try not to irritate m
  2. to do less harmful activities
  3. be more hardworking
  4. complete games faster
  5. eat lesser
  6. walk more
  7. use less money
hmm, hope it'll work! ahahahaaha
It was like this during xmas, will it be like that too during new year?

Friday, December 30, 2005

I BOUGHT NEW CLOTHES!

2 tshirts and a khaki jeans. ahahahhaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~

bleddy uncle ask him to minus 2 dollars oso dun wan.

oh well.

The year is ending in 2 days time. A year is starting in 2 days time.

HAPPY OLD YEAR END!

Thursday, December 29, 2005

WHY THE FUCK DID I TAKE CLASS 3?

when i dun have a car. i shudda take 2b and i'd be riding on the road now. damn.
a car's down payment is enuff to buy a bleddy motorcycle and all sorts of necessities.

on another note. i seriously dunno wat to say when i get shopping money from my dad. thank you seems to be stuck at the throat.

my fren's got a coool bikeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Tired. still have 400 over towels to pack tml.

today earn 37.50 nia.

WTH...
Just.... One More. Please.

Notice how people always says that. No, i wrote this post not because someone said that to me or i said it to someone.

And either you get it or you don't. Looks like 50 50 chance aint it. but most of the time it aint.

Damn i need sleep. cant be sleeping so late all the time and waking up so early.

wats the effects? blabblering these lor.

GDI!!
GDI!!!!! GDI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

darn.

i gotta wake up at 8.30 tml.

i noe its a day worthy to look forward to. which kinda is good and kinda sucked too.
Because,
Before you know it,
It has ended.

Test my theory, its always true for most cases. i use "most" just in case in doesnt work lol...

"all my life, i pray for someone like....
and i thank god, that i, that i finally found....
all my life, i pray for someone like....
and i hope that ..., .... love me too..
yes i pray that ...., .... love me too..."

Yeah, those who knew this song know i'm missing .....

LOL, corny cliche i noe.
I felt like blogging again.

  1. notice whenever the away sign is gone
  2. notice none of it is directed to you
  3. notice how everyone is asked but you
  4. notice how you are never talked to when alone
  5. notice how when only the others are around

I dun really like noticing things.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Part time work tml. Wow im so excited.

No really im very excited. not because im going back to the attachment company but i'll be seeing who i've worked with DURING the attachment period. AHAHAAHAHHAAHAHAHAA

Hmm, need abit of luck here..!
Just another Sunday and Monday.

Good thing is my parents not no need open stall this 2 days. Been stuffing myself like a turkey.

This is an odd xmas and boxing day for it feels odd not outside with frens for watever reasons. Ok this sucks.

Gifts record holder!! Record of the year = 0. AHAAHAHAHHAAHAHA. Not that it is important, AAHAHAHAHAHAH...!!!

It seems ____ (fill in the blank for me) that people around me are enjoying very much of xmas. I enjoyed mine at home watching tv or going out to eat at kopitiam.

I dunno how my mom got word, but she went to shop and save to sweep a dozen of Club des Someliere Merlot. less than 12 dollars a bottle. i think it is a steal too. Who cares if it is cheap wines when it is still drinkable.

Cool days these few days. i hafta set air con at 23 C these days. normally is 21 C. See tonight how lor...

Suddenly everyone got money and dun need part time sial. When dun haf everyone looking for one. What the phark?! Seriously suddenly. The moral of this story is, people is very pai kuan one. When have that time dun cherish, when dun haf liao then keep finding. and then repeat the cycle again.

Today started at 9.30am. Woke up and went to eat and to botanic gardens with mom, and dad waited outside cos ankle pain. took 3 pictures. Alot of newlyweds taking wedding photos around the area, got alot of wedding cars. one of the couples i saw was quite young. at most 25 nia.

Which bring about a topic. My ideal marriage time is around 25. But given my circumstance and my financial background, about 30 years old then can realise. Why 25? so young u may ask. Whats so not good about marrying young? not as if u cant enjoy life after that. Having kids at 25, when they are 15 you are still 40 yrs old. STILL CAN PLAY with what they play. Imaging you are 35 and have ur first kid. when he/she is 15 you are 50 liao!!! how to play with them? how to take care of them when you are old? can live till they marry and have ur first grandson/daughter?

Marriage aint playing the Sims. Love alone isnt enough. You need money to get married. ahahaha, what thing don't need money? Even registrating for marriage need money, ahahahaha!!

Ok la, this is just my ideal. ideal can almost never be reality. still too young to think about this.

Hmm, tired liao. nap first at night see how!!

ahhahahahahaha`~~

Saturday, December 24, 2005

today is xmas eve. i do not haf a date/program.

tomorrow is xmas. i do not haf a date/program either.

ask me out?

Friday, December 23, 2005

HOW YOU NOE YOU DO NOT HAVE MANY FRIENDS

  1. when u go msn there isnt anyone u can really chat with
  2. when u call people people dun really pick up
  3. when u chat with people they dun wan reply themselves
  4. when u suddenly u feel lonely
  5. when u suddenly feel that the night is cold
  6. when ur fone book doesnt contain many people whom u can call
  7. when ur smses arent replied
  8. when the only thing u face is a computer
  9. or a ps2
  10. or a comic book
  11. when ur mind goes funny
  12. when u post this kind of post in a blog
Back to my lifeeeeee~~~~
(Just for laughs la, i guess, AHAHAHAHAA)

i saw a fren's msn nick bloody crude meaningful...

命运就象强奸 反抗不了就只能去享受。工作就像轮奸 你不行了 别人就上。生活就像自慰 什么都得靠自己的双手。前途就像做爱 总是有低潮 高潮。读书就像叫鸡 又要出钱又要出力。

WAHAHAHAHAAa...haaahaaa.haa...hmmm....zzzzz
"Students and Staff surveys will be released today. We hope you can give us your best ratings, and not be influenced simply by the slow speeds due to the large mass of users working on assessments."

all i say is fuck it. the slow speeds and the slow server because of their incapacity is the only thing about the elearning process. totally fucked up.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

I went to Ministry of Sound yesterday.

The place is
  1. big
  2. with four areas totally different themes
  3. new
  4. nice
  5. full of chicks
  6. fucking big
can u believe it? 4 areas!!! 1 main hall bigger thn zouk 1 retro 1 hiphop rnb and a 25 year old only cool chillout place.

the place is full of chicks. there's always one dancing beside you. for YOU girls, the place is full of hot guys as well. got angmor supermodels. i aint kidding. those which u dont find in chinablack.

now, i shall talk about all the stars i saw yesterday.
  1. i saw fiona xie. she's the epitome of hot. seriously. was with her brother, i think as he looks too young to be boyfriend as seriously looks like her
  2. Denise keller. she's the epitome of chio. budden she is like undercover lidat where tshirt jeans and a cap to hide her long hair. she is very very chio.
  3. Cao Guo Hui. his girlfriend is....*out of breath*...
  4. a Superstar contestant but i forgot her name. You noe? the sibei tanned one, dark skin chinese... got act with mark lee in a show...ya! thts her
yepp thts all i think. and i saw an exclassmate but i wasnt sure it was her so din say hi.

it was fun in the cage hiphop r&b area (it is really a cage), until some superior race (mats) went up platform(just behind me somemore) and dance/wobble/shake. damn it turnoff. was those ladies doing *gasp* dirty dancing before tht. serious turnoff tht we left.

today i worked too. finally got my unquoted pay. 70 dollars for 3 days and tml still got 1 more day and unpaid salary tml. zzz...hard work.

ok back to my elearning shit.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

i guessed im bored. how many post have i posted in 24 hours?

argh.

tml gotta do alot of elearning tasks.

hopefully can go MOS. and not spend money.


i doubt so.

zzzzzzzz

where's money when u need it?

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

E learning is slow when everyone starts to login. at the same time. who the hell came up with the idea anyway?

if they wanna start elearning they should check whether they have to capacity to do so efficiently what. what the hell. i log in and waited like half an hour for everything to load. wat the fuck. okay my connection is slow but tht aint a reason to be so slow.

everytime we kenna the testing and become guinea pigs. now this and last time was the sending of billing notice of school fees thru intranet. in the end everyone is late for payment. luckily they waived the late payment fees. neh beh.

seriously they should test it themselves first before implementing on us students. let them have a taste of a slow server and tons of work waiting for them.
Sian. I do not really celebrate X'mas.

But my friends do, which means i will celebrate it too.

Not say celebrate, but gathering play laugh and have fun.

Budden i do not have money for the purpose. 50 dollars today how to last till thn?

Monday, December 19, 2005

this week is elearning week. cant treat it as holidays cos wtf there's loads to be done.

yesterday was fun.

went to chijmes to watch soccer with frens (i dun really watch soccer one) at chijmes in a bar restaurant la cave i think. all ang mors though. Arsenal vs Chelsea. Arsenal play weak though.

got a stout for all the guys. watched finish the girls left and left us guys to drink at the esplanade. a guy brought Jim Beam or something but tht day i cant really drink tht thing and it was making me queasy.

BUT

Absolut Peach was nice. mix with green tea taste like peach tea sia
ahahahahaha nice nice

drink through the night till today morning. thn when we got tipsy seriously we did all the stupid stuff tipsy people would do. ahahahahaha

hmm.. woke up at 3 pm today.

elearning sucks.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

im very pissed. its about money.
im pissed that i don't have all the money in the world. okay this sounds materialistic.

they say money cannot solve everything. i agree.

it sure can solve most of it though.

predestined? i guess so.

on another note, to those who are very well off and refuse to receive anymore money from family because "i want to be independent". claps claps. i admire your'all independentness and thinking.

i just wanna say there are many people working their ass off not because they wanna be independent, but their lives depend on it. if given a choice, who dun wanna enjoy life?

okay okay. i am not encouraging laziness and over dependent on parents. im just saying to them "Please be content with what you have because you have a safety net while those struggling to make ends meet doesnt".

im not saying im poor. im happy. my parents worked very hard. we're making ends meet. but we're not well off. i work whenever i can to keep up with my materialistic needs (who doesnt? oh the rich ones).

the rich gets richer, the middle gets poorer and the poor gets worst in singapore. true?

i remember my second bro said to me. "our parents aint got nothing left for you. no factory no family business no legacy. only a economical rice stall. you are on your own." how true. i am beginning to feel the cruel reality of society then. safety net i have not.

to those who does have a factory a family business and a legacy. if you are not content with wat you have and will have, i will personally smack you black and blue and say "fuck you go and die and reborn a pauper to see how it feels" in your face.

i wanna stress that im not poor. but im not well off either. and that i am quite happy. quite.

all these so far sounded emotional aint it. if you think hard enough you will understand where am i coming from. what i said is true or not.

who said everyone is equal when born into this world? i wanna smack those "idealistic" philosophers straight to hell (or they are there already?).

to me, i think, people are not born equal.
  1. some are born with a silver spoon in their mouth (not literally)
  2. some are born with nothing in their mouth (middle class)
  3. some are born with grass in their mouth (the rest)
  4. some are born a "white horse" (not literally, it means of "royalty")
  5. some are born donkeys (well, you get what i mean)
i apologise for the crude description.

well, see the picture? sure sure, people may say we are born flesh and blood all the same 2 eyes 2 ears 1 nose 1 mouth.

fei4 hua4 i also know and know how to say.

the moral of this post is, be content with what you have and try not to be envy of others for what you don't. (im content but im working on the envy part).

JD is content with the current life his parents worked hard to provide. if it can get better he is lucky. if it doesnt it is still good. remember to be a good child and finish up your vegetables okay?
good to see everyone in good shape. really.

Friday, December 16, 2005

i din get paid today as well. vart deh hiaow~~

Thursday, December 15, 2005

i worked without agreeing a pay beforehand. i am stupid.
i just technically finished 2 projects in a day. i just finished it! and i got lessons at 9 am later on.

how the hell am i supposed to wake up like that.

gonna go to ex attachment office for part time. hope they pay me well.

off to sleep.

koonz

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

I played street soccer in SP for the first time today.

Seriously speaking, it is fun.

On another serious note, my body is crumbling.
projects are killing someone.

headlines: Project murders 19 year old Yan Dao Verdict Today

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Hmm.

Had a nice sleep and the day wasn't bad at all. Screw watever things that has been bothering me.

Did projects and tutorials and played a little maple. Watched lost season 2 episode 2-4. Powderful.


Okay, so being cooped up at home all day isnt my idea of a Good Day.

Okay nevermind.~~~~
once again i am not sleeping.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Sibei Dulan. Today is D.Day(dulan day)

i am very dulan today. the best thing is i dunno wat i am dulan about. to dulan about nothing is sibei dulan u noe?

morning and school and back from school was still okay. dulanness starts when i am preparing, cooking and eating my dinner. alone. but alone is not a problem, i dunno why i am very very dulan.

the dumplings skin all came off and i am dulan. i cant find the metal grip for holding pots and i am dulan. the mushroom balls just dun become half no matter how i cut it and i am dulan. even the soup is so hot and scalded my already ulcered lips and i am very, very dulan.

things dun just end here. i am trying to connect to internet but as always it wasnt stable. usually it was okay but not on a dulan day. i mean, seriously is wat the fuck

WHY CONNECTING TO MY OWN WIRELESS CONNECTION IS SLOWER AND MORE UNSTABLE THAN CONNECTING TO MY NEIGHBOURS WIRELESS CONNECTION. WHAT MARDERCHEAPBYEFARK IS THE MEANING OF THIS ARGH.

can u see the point now? how it adds on to serious dulanness.

this is seriously seriously absurd.

and i dunno why lost episode 3 only haf 3 peers whn they are the 21st on the queue. what the fuck.

*breathing deep*

*exhales*

have u ever encountered this situation:

A is standing behind B and instead of telling B directly, C was asked to talk to B.

this is again, a fucked up situation. a familiar scene. hairy porter?

I DUN THINK I STEPPED ON DOG SHIT TODAY. I DUN THINK I STEPPED ON ANY OFFERINGS INCENSE PAPER TODAY. I HAVE NEVER DONE ANYTHING TO OFFEND ANYONE TODAY. AND I SAW AN AFTERMATH OF AN ACCIDENT BUT I NEVER GO AND BUY THE NUMBER. I DIDNT BUY TOTO TODAY. BEST OF ALL, I NEVER ASKED FOR ALL OF THESE TO HAPPEN TODAY.


*breathe in*

*breathe out*

*breathe in*

*breathe out*


somehow im proud of myself. i can be dulan here for all i want but its like nothing happened in the living room. somehow when i am very dulan for no reason i dun like my folks noe cos it only serves no purpose. of course i din mean to let u all noe but i guess this is the only place i can express dulanness without the effects of using MSN.(e.g boring people or irritating people. which can be frustrating at times cos those u bore or irritate is irritated with u whether virtually or reality.)


okay thts all yada yada.

Bad Day

by Daniel Powter

Where is the moment we need at the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Sunday, December 11, 2005

i seriously don't think this is legal in Singapore. But why people are obsessed with it?


pengz, after walking through the sony gallery, i realised wats missing from my wishlist.

A Sony DSC-T9 6megapixel Supersteady Digital Camera, or a DSC-N1 8.1megapixel touchscreen Digital Camera.

But both costs more thn 80000 times worth of toilet entry.

I guess i can get them.

in my dreams.
"much ado about nothing"

dorky dobey daspy dompy

anyway, having money($0) in my wallet is so cool(cold).

makes me wanna do alot of things(nothing) sia.

so much so that i dont noe wat to do(nothing, again).

i also wanna(cant) buy alot things!!!

here's my wishlist for the year:

  1. a new long wallet tht doesnt have zip and about 3 inch breadth
  2. a new tshirt
  3. a new pair of shoes
  4. a few sets of comics (e.g 666)
  5. ps games
  6. psp
  7. ipod nano
  8. 600 thousand dollars make it 1.5 million
i am not greedy see~~~~

Saturday, December 10, 2005

was looking through my older blogs. seriously i am appalled by my wits. and it was my second time blogging~~~

"My second post. Sounds fun. Looks fun. Enjoy.

A summary of my life.

Optimistically : Not bad.

Pessimistically : Probably you'll see me in papers sometime.

Technically : Full of downs and some ups.

Theoretically : Livable.

Objectively : Might be that I'm pessimistic.

Subjectively : If you lived through it, you'd be too.

Basically : People detests my pessimism.

Honestly : They din't live through it.

Finally : I'm shaped by my life. Blame me."
Shiok
Interesting
Amazement
Neverending
FORT MINOR
"Remember The Name"

This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!

This gonna be the next big thing!!! Fort Minor!!!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

PRMP

itsgoneitsgoneitsgone
diediediedie
imgonnafailimgonnafailimgonnafail
idinmemoriseanythingidinmemoriesanything
siaoliaosiaoliaosiaoliao
howhowhowhowhowhow
damnitdamnitdamnit.

anyway i got "pressed by a ghost" yesternight
probably too tired.
my eyes were wide opened but my body won't moved nor could i speak anything at all.
i remembered i was trying to shout out "nabei cheebye fuck off" or something like that.
budden no words came out and i dunno if really got shout out or not.
i fell asleep i think.

last time got once my eyes wide open, similar to this time. but the thing is i cannot breathe!!!
darn then i fought to wake my body up. heng i did woke up and start breathing again.

not the first time, but seriously each time is fucking scary can.
phew luckily i woke up.

HENGHENG

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

I Was Pang Seh-ed Today

sian. don't want to repeat the story again. is very sian one. fuck la chee bye sian

okie. last test tml. after which is chiong project time. gan.

totally pissed and angry.

i am an angry man today. hopefully tml will be better.

if not whoever fucked me up i will fucked them back 10 times over.

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

3 down and 1 to go. i mean CAs.

i still have hell lots of projects.

kan.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

青山相待
白雲相愛
紫羅袍共黃金帶
一茅齋
野花開
誰家興盛誰成敗
陋巷簞瓢亦樂哉
貧 氣不改
達 志不改

---素还真隐居诗

Saturday, December 03, 2005

"all my life i've been waiting,
waiting and waiting."

Friday, December 02, 2005

The Classic Lover
50% partner focus, 28% aggressiveness, 45% adventurousness
Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that:



You prefer your romance and love to be traditional rather than daring
or out-of-the-ordinary, you would rather be pursued than do the
pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on
enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance.



This places you in the Lover Style of: The Classic Lover.


The Classic Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and is the
closest it comes to the classic images of the princess in the tower, or
the romantic and chivalrous knight, or the hero/heroine from a Disney
film. The Classic Lover is a treasure to find, though it can be
difficult to do so because they sometimes tend to be shy and/or
difficult to successfully court.


In terms of physical love, the Classic Lover again can be shy,
and often needs more in terms of emotional security to feel comfortable
than some of the other Types. Given the right setting, and the right
lover, the Classic Lover can be a delight in bed.



Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Romantic Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Liberated Lover.



Congratulations!


If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you
might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in
the following:



Nerds, Geeks & Dorks



Professional Wrestling



Buffy the Vampire Slayer




America/Politics




Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST



My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 25% on partner focus
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 9% on aggressiveness
free online datingfree online dating
You scored higher than 27% on adventurousness
Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test
TODAY BTBM CA SUCKED

BD presentation was okay. I think the client is real nice cos this kind of standard of work seriously..zzz

as usual i was left out of the "hi and bye and good luck"

okie back to my need for speed underground 2