One of the bricks on my heart just fell to the ground with a plonk.

economics should do what edison likes best.

oh why can't i be what you need? compilation......

Spidey (Jaedey) Sense

I can sense distance.

And the dinner ain't gonna happen anytime soon, if not at all, i think.

I.am.so.dead.tomorrow.with.the.wrong.stuff.in.my.mind.now.



p.s. did i mentioned that Me (Version 1.0) returned with the recent the self-caused (again) episode? oh hell yeah i am fighting it, with the exams going on and stuff.

i never did realised that till i had 430ml of 43s running through my veins on sunday.

and then the 0.023 record topped it off like whipped cream.

i guess it's becoming a tradition that something with similar effects gotta happen before something of similar magnitude.

woowee~ let me drown in my tearsoaked pillow tonight!!

and my p.s. is so long!!

$27.25

Today i experienced the most expensive cab ride i ever took in my life. Not even cabbing back home from town during midnight beats this.

Failing a module = $3.9k
Rushing to submit a coursework = $27.25
Seeing the cab companies on their knees to beg us to take cabs in near future = Priceless

Hmm. From sembawang to tiong bahru nia leh. The peak hour 35 percent surcharge is seriously a blood sucker/wallet emptier/day killer.

Remind me never to take a cab during peak hours anymore. Is gan bo hua. It's not even midnight and i'm paying 27.25 for a cab ride. Bullshit.

I left camp with 30 dollars and stripped down after the ride with barely enough to pay my friend for the dinner.

Speaking of which I skipped last nights dinner, today breakfasts and lunch. I looked at my exams grades and coursework I feel full liao.

With this kinda grades I better get used to the feeling soon, maybe next time only 1 meal a day.

Haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. Slept 5am this morning too.

The adrenaline of last minute work certainly pushed me to do work but it's not very healthy. Had 2 packets of kopi-c from the kopitiam downstairs to keep my mind from steering the wrong direction into lala land.

Oh well, submitted the coursework. but i don't think anything good will come out from it. sigh.

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your smile alone makes me ponder if you'd ever let me catch you from below.

maybe you sensed. cos' i felt the distancing.

it's like level 10 sudoku. it'll never work out unless i'm exceptional. i ain't.

=D

blah blah blah blah.

need to lie real low to preserve the minimal of what's there.

but...

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