the kfc toasted wrap is teh nice! woohoo! but i think i wouldnt have it anytime soon i guess. i can feel my taf building up.
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hmm i need a flask.
my notebook's almost full too.
wah i feel like ktv but running low on dough.
the ferrero rondnoir is simply timely. glad that i bought it! keeping my spirits high@@woohoo~~
i must watch my weight le~~~~ ah!!! so many chocos!!!! OH ANOTHER SPOIL OF THE DAY YESTERDAY IS THE ORANGE FLAVOURED CHOCOLATE!
i din really eat OFC and like it because it's milk choco. BUT THIS PARTICULAR ONE I BOUGHT...*DRUMROLLS* IS 75% DARK CHOCO AND STILL ORANGE FLAVOURED!!!!
im guessing there's some serious noir buffs out there inventing such stuffs.
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PC show was okay i guess, as crowded as usual. im glad i haf meiz + kotek as company this time. HTC TOUCH DIAMOND IS TEH ROXXOR~!
i remember last year quite loser/loner where i went to the show myself, go visit a friend who is working at the bookfair and saw my fellow loner there LOL who is none other than Bert. I guess he won't be in the club after this year heh!!!!!
caught up with the poly guys as usual~~ well... heh....
the movie ending is...
heart warming.
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Random Pics!
I guess this was what I have feared and came true and sorta what I expected. "till I hear from A personally." It really did.
I've got acute sixth sense i think.
and the special lv3 ability to step on her toes.
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
but i can live with that, i can be just a friend =) always, hee.
just that i hope that we won't be awkward even while chatting over msn. ^-^
sorry for making you feel uncomfy, was never my intention, but im sorry it turned out like that. and also for being so thick skinned to have appeared oblivious to your ever subtle signs.
i was just running away from the inevitable. it caught up eventually. i know i shouldn't be at the party at all. making things awkward for you. so that you'd even need to half ignore me and so you said.
can't we just talk? oh msn.
as long as you're confortable with it.
我的世界将被摧毁
也许颓废也是另一种美。
我的世界已被摧毁
颓废是一种美。
我已被摧毁
颓废是美。
摧毁
颓废。
Friday the 13th, 11:47am
突然的找我,好久你没有主动PM我了，是好事吗?
Friday the 13th, 11:49am
"i just didn't feel gd half ignoring u, but it was really a tad awkward."
Friday the 13th, 12:03noon
"i think the way we catch up on msn is fine as it is
let's just leave it at this ok?"
这就是我在等待的，当你说‘就保持现状，msn就好’，以意味着我在你的世界已是多余的。
说是松了口气，倒不如是晴天来的一阵霹雳。
是突然的。
却不是偶然。
是意料之中。
却不是容易接受的。
"but i think its better for our friendship as well
or else would u have preferred me to take the 'ignore' route"
i guess i can take it if you'd really do it. i've been through it some years ago i think.
你所说的餐约，我想，亦不会实现。
谢谢你在我生命的篇章中留下些许的色彩。
刻骨铭心。
sorry for making you feel uncomfy,
it was never my intention,
but im sorry it had to turn out like that.
intention or not, i have caused you much troubles. it's me i agree.
this time i didn't even need to try.
and also for being so thick skinned to have appeared oblivious to your ever subtle signs. as i said. earlier on.
i think i am repeating things but... ...
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
i guess no amount of self pity will change the outcome any.
i guess there's no difference, 100 to 88 to 140 to 96.
the looks part failed, and the person is the problem.
just keep on looking. and look.
and look.
只有‘look'的份.
and that's it.
just 'look'. at others.
at her.
the same thing happens, over and over again.
didn't need to even try hard.
didn't even need to try.
爱，远离我。
当我翻开辞海，我却找不到‘爱’。
my experiences tell me that, “痛到不能再痛，就感觉不到痛了。”
不过这次，我会忍。
一杯就好。
麻醉了比较好睡。
不痛了之后就够了。
all these are proven true. yet again.
1) not good looking at all, failure of 1st impression and all the others
2) not financially independent
3) nothing to like about, no talents (can't play musical instrument or play sports really well or even ride a bike)
4) can't even do the ending right, saying the wrong words even at the end
5) over imposing presence
6) a good friend but that's all i'd ever be
7) different kinda status. door doesn't meet door
8) thick headed to act oblivious to all the obvious signs
i need to stop whining soon. if not the same thing will happen again. as it did. again.
stop whining about this stop whining about this.
just stop.
hold my breath.
A and B is no more. =) but hope we're still friends =)
>_< says (12:20 PM):
erm A~
>_< says (12:20 PM):
seriously dun worry abt it anyway
>_< says (12:20 PM):
er
>_< says (12:20 PM):
anymore
>_< says (12:20 PM):
i noe what ur saying
>_< says (12:21 PM):
hope ya dun haf to worry every time we chat here
>_< says (12:21 PM):
maybe a pity tht the meal will not take place
>_< says (12:21 PM):
but no worries
>_< says (12:21 PM):
take care!
i'd been in the sky since i met you. hit the ground a few times but i got back up there anyway because i want to present only my smiles to you. not that it is worth anything, but it just formed the minute i know you're there.
only when the frequency of falling increases, then i realised the reason why.
i fell to see you again.
i fell.
for you.
and this maybe the last time i'd ever get the chance to fall again.
i thank you for getting me over the last fall, and for putting me back down now where i first looked up then to see you, again.
let me wallow in this for awhile.
it's a piece of my life i'd never get back.......
4 songs here guess what songs????
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雨 不停落下来 花 怎麼都不开
尽管我细心灌溉 你说不爱就不爱 我一个人 欣赏悲哀
只要你能愉快
你要我听这一首歌 用这首歌离开我
是不是上帝在我眼前遮住了帘
忘了掀开
为什麽爱上你的人是我
为什麽一厢情愿的人会难过
为什麽对你舍不得 总是我
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我还能笑的。=）
I still can smile. =)
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