Monday, January 14, 2008

u shudda see banshee's face.

anyway. sat and sun gone just like that.

only msged twice this week.

sigh.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

$27.25

Today i experienced the most expensive cab ride i ever took in my life. Not even cabbing back home from town during midnight beats this.

Failing a module = $3.9k
Rushing to submit a coursework = $27.25
Seeing the cab companies on their knees to beg us to take cabs in near future = Priceless

Hmm. From sembawang to tiong bahru nia leh. The peak hour 35 percent surcharge is seriously a blood sucker/wallet emptier/day killer.

Remind me never to take a cab during peak hours anymore. Is gan bo hua. It's not even midnight and i'm paying 27.25 for a cab ride. Bullshit.

I left camp with 30 dollars and stripped down after the ride with barely enough to pay my friend for the dinner.

Speaking of which I skipped last nights dinner, today breakfasts and lunch. I looked at my exams grades and coursework I feel full liao.

With this kinda grades I better get used to the feeling soon, maybe next time only 1 meal a day.

Haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. Slept 5am this morning too.

The adrenaline of last minute work certainly pushed me to do work but it's not very healthy. Had 2 packets of kopi-c from the kopitiam downstairs to keep my mind from steering the wrong direction into lala land.

Oh well, submitted the coursework. but i don't think anything good will come out from it. sigh.

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your smile alone makes me ponder if you'd ever let me catch you from below.

maybe you sensed. cos' i felt the distancing.

it's like level 10 sudoku. it'll never work out unless i'm exceptional. i ain't.

=D

blah blah blah blah.

need to lie real low to preserve the minimal of what's there.

but...

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Monday, January 07, 2008

燃眉之急

c.o.r.p.o.r.a.t.e.f.i.n.a.n.c.e project this time really siao liao, horlan, hongkan, die liao.

Friday, January 04, 2008

I'm in awe of myself.

every year around this time i'd stop and look back at how stupid/hopeless/loserish/uncool i had been by reading dec/jan blogs of the past years.

found quite abit of witty posts so much so that i'm in awe of myself. boring topics but amused myself nonetheless.

blogging is evidence of every thought ever thought.

2005 april postings. first encounter. dunno why we'd talk so much that the boss gotta separate our seats.

2005 june postings. i just finished my ITP. i kinda missed it immediately the day it ended even though i hated the company. i don't "think i like" like i said then. i really do like now. the french imitation impressions. the car ride out with your dad. betrayal of delifrance for subway. but without the circumstances and the lunch hangout/sweet escape i would never ever had met her. by the end of the mth i thought a scary thought. that i'd never see you again.

i think you dont really mean it but im happy nonetheless. 2006 january.

after that i'd insert small little thoughts in various postings. pepe!

thn i come across one of my unworthy creation:
"i was borned to live, lived to learn, learnt to love, and loved till i die."

at this point of time i hope my finance project will do by itself. im pretty sure once i click "PUBLISH POST" i'd regret why i didnt start working on it earlier.

alright. looked back enough. shall look forward to looking back this year next year. whatever that means.

Thursday, January 03, 2008

so nice~

im so hooked to bossa nova now. if i got car i'd play these...

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

i forgot about the fireworks!

spontaneous outing on the eve of any holidays is good provided that the eves happen 365 times a year. but no.

definitely one of the best i've ever seen. there are the saturn shaped ones~ glittery ones~ super big and slow ones etc etc.

bert was telling me that the first girl u see after looking down from the fireworks display will be the one. but when i look down, all back facing me, bert how? no new year kiss leh?

maybe i should do the same thing as jiale and hope that she can hear it. but i still remember everyone turned around as if got explosion.

oh well. fireworks was perfect except for the one lacking but abundant all around me... ...maybe a hand to squeeze, a comment that the fireworks are georgeous or even eyes that reflect the fireworks to look at etc.

the bus ride was 1 hour. haven been taking rides for an hour in a long time. omg.

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like the lazy ocean hugs the shore.... hold me close... sway me more....

zzz

gotta face the music and sleep and wake up to go to camp. beeotch.

ORD (mood)

last day of 2007's leave.

tomorrow gotta go back and endure 5 mths of mind over body before salvation.

all the bossa nova and jazz got me so relaxed that i almost forgot that i'm still serving national service.

shall wake up my idea (try) and keep things up to speed. sigh.

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Garota de Ipanema

Olha que coisa mais linda,
Mais cheia de graça.
É ela a menina que vem e que passa,
num doce balanço a caminho do mar.
Moça do corpo dourado do sol de Ipanema,
O seu balançado émais que um poema,
Éa coisa mais linda que eu já vi passar.

Ah, por que estou tão sozinho?
Ah, por que tudo é tão triste?
Ah, a beleza que existe,
A beleza que não é só minha,
Que também passa sozinha.

Ah, se ela soubesse
Que, quando ela passa,
O mundo inteirinho se enche de graça
E fica mais lindo por causa do amor
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where's my garota de ipanema?