A new feeling i felt.

this is kinda new to me.
i noe i've been estatic before. happy.
i noe i've been emo before. sad.
but i've never tried both back to back within a time span of asleep, and awake. all the more it was given the illusion of being, well, fast.
i remember i slept feeling super looking forward to tonight.
i awoke to find that i lost the reason to be.

就像热胀冷缩，胀缩之间若不给予时间冷却，钢铁将破损，断裂。
钢铁都破损断裂了，那心呢？

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to sound "nevermind" while feeling disappointed is quite hard. luckily its just text msgs. hope i did correctly.

just woke up. dont think can make it for lunch.

oh well.

i shall find the lost meaning for today.