ouch. this hurts.

你看著我说千万不要__上你

因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停

你那麼冷静

忽远又忽近


只想__你

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你

我知道我偶尔有一点任性

不管你做任何决定

究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry

我还是不会放弃

__你
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although i have refused to admit it

our clock seemed to have stop ticking since ... ...

i don't know.

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"there was a bear who was too huge to climb the tree to get his honey.
the bear went to a cave for a couple of years and out came a bear which wasn't as big.
the bear thought if it could climb the tree now, he would finally taste the honey.
the bear climbed the tree.
but the honey wasn't there.
because the honey is on the higher branch.
the bear thought it could reach it anyway.
the bear inched towards the honey, the reason it'd been in the cave.
the bear kept slipping, but inch by inch the bear climbed.
but it seems that the honey is eluding the bear.
avoiding the advance albeit being sweet still.
the bear is tired.
the bear lost grip.
the bear fell.
the bear landed.
the bear never regretted scaling the tree.
but the bear thought that
it doesn't matter
before or after the cave
it still don't make a difference"

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it never did.