even after the exams, nothing returned to normal but in fact it never was.
i have to come to realise that, A will never be A ever again.
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and i have an uncanny ability to hit her in the wrong chord with alarming accuracy.
frequently.
"i've done it again didn't i?"
what she wants me to know she'll tell me.
what she wants me to know she'll tell me.
what she wants me to know she'll tell me.
which is not very often.
a careless question about the ironman movie, "you are very well informed!!(about the preview to next movie AFTER the long long ending credits), who did you watched with sia?"
because to know this you gotta be really a
1)movie siao
2)people who are into such guy stuff
and i have sorta ruined the rare chances i get to chat.
yet again.
cos' i realised that it was being misunderstood that i am probing. not that im not curious but, i really didnt mean it that way.
i never felt so... lost for words ever.
things seemed fine after that but a nail hit in leaves a mark when removed.
what she wants me to know she'll tell me.
what she wants me to know she'll tell me.
"but as friends, some qns are to probing to be asked".
i really didnt mean it that way, only to realise it after the frosty reply.
what she wants me to know she'll tell me.
but as friends.
yes. i realised.
you'd too.
if you'd come so near and being shot point blank with it.
if ya din want me to know, i really would understand, cos who am i?
"i wished upon a wishing star.
i wished upon a wishing well.
i wished upon a wishing lake.
i wished upon a wishing tree.
not realising,
all i've done,
was to wish it away."
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(ps im not brick nor stone. dont tell me you wouldnt guess who were or was it.)
1) her bro
2) her bffs (highly unlikely)
3) yup. who else?
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i need some golden sauza. "to forget" i heard some one say. sure as hell it will last for the long torturing sleep.
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