it was an actioned packed week.

Friday 280308 - Met meiz for dinner @ peppero lunchu and walkingarounds after work and jiale revealing his reason to smile everyday.

Saturday 290308 - Met meiz after school and gua sha for a light snack at cck. The lecturer, an Englishman, seriously is way better than the previous petty Scottish one. Not mentioning his Englishman humour too. Wanted to have Pie-Kia, but instead i was owned by the flatterthanwhativeseenbefore blueberry pie.

Sunday 300308 - Met yw after school for brewerkz dinner and it wasn't disappointing, both the companeh and teh food. And of course teh brewz too. Always nice to update each other of recent happenings (of course the 惊天地泣鬼神讲出来不怕吓死你，天大的消息 was revealed to her) and the heads up of what comes may in the future. Coffee soon i presume!

Monday 310308 - Work, school, and headed back to camp @ 11pm to join my fellow camp mates taking part in the induction of new medics as instructors. Got alot of comments of my newly sewn rank (suggestive body part or double cheeseburger lookalike). Route march, casualty evacuation, and some contact drills pretty much sums it up. By the time we're done it's 7am already. Bathed and opened up my branch and my boss let me off at 11am seeing that i dozed off while registering the patient. This is the first and last time i'm acting as instructor. The gonggong face and confused actions reminds me of my greenhorn times. My service rendered to Navy Medical Service for the past year. My UM course. The old building where i slept in during the course. The bleddy 10 layers of dust and grime. The tekkaning session. The 30cm ruler stand by bed. My medic course. My bmt. All of it, my NS life, shall end in 2mths time. Of course i hope the camaraderie won't end with it, at least not with the Eagles i've gone through thick and thin together all the way from tekong to neesoon and to sembawang till now.

And now, im feeling super groggy. semi spirit walking mode.

school in 4.5 hours time.

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toyee and toyer. toy or be toyed?

i don't know anymore.

my ups and downs is actually more complicated than what i can put in words given my knack for being often loss for words to express myself.

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think of the day not being able to even look at her from afar, kills me.

Of which i need my sleep now.