if only...

...it was as easy as locating the last copy of the book,
and making that damned effort to go out of the way to the out of the way library,
and searching the racks without finding what i want,
asking the librarian if she had seen the book.
after 10 minutes of excruciating wait,
pacing around with dry panic,
she emerges with the book in black cover.
"New moon".

and no it isn't.

you're the bella, and i'm beginning to feel i'd never be edward.


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this is what i'm crazy about.






and they're coming out with a movie...

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1099212/


trailer and one of my favourite song.





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im now at new moon.

the more i read, the more i set myself in, and imagining stuff.

however, the more i read,

the faster the end arrive,

and what's left to hold in memories?

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willingly or unwillingly,
i'm testing my breaking point
as the seconds tick by.

isabella: "Why are you mad, then?"
edward: "He called you 'pretty'. That's an insult with the way you look tonight. You're much more than beautiful..."


"It's twilight again. The end of another day. The night is so predictable."