curry favor-ed

it's darn nice. totally owned.

matcha ice-cream is teh roxxor.

pics to be up soon.

plus i found heaven in Raffles City. Cocoa Tree opened a whole big goddamn candy shop there! the smell puts a smile on my face~~~

ochacha i gotta try it. matcha lattes

its funny we always take pics of food but never ourselves.

anyway

im aiming for the 95 percent dark choc with peppermint center. thts godlike!

btw im done for my NATIONAL MARKET SURVEY PART 1: breakfast

>_<

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it may look abit pretentious to post this here but,

my dad bought a gold pen maybe because he won some money at the turf club.

i wished i was the one to buy it for him for father's day. but the 儿子暂时没有用没能自力更生. so... ...

i seriously don't know what to do for father's day.

it's not the everyday 孝顺 everyday father's day kinda thing, but, i'm sure my dad would enjoy a special day or two.

I

am shy.

heh.

Tsingtao Beer is da bomb

Had my first taste of tsingtao beer yesterday and it's the epitome of cheap and good. Best for occasions such as bbq, steamboat or fried food sessions.

Smooth but not watery like a certain american brand, it is a really a refresher amidst the hot day.


Get that man a tsingtao!

Had my first taste of Awfully Chocolate hēi(黑)ice cream today after Aston's Specialties' medium rare New York Strip with mash and onion rings and washed down with IBC rootbeer. I can sense it building up somewhere round my rifts.

AC's awfully dark chocolatey hēi(黑)ice cream is very dark chocolatey indeed. Very very dark chocolatey. Each spoonful of it sends me down to hell by 1 level.


The spatula reminds me of the one that comes with the cough syrup. 3 spoonful a day after food. May cause guilty pleasure.

Done up my CV file at my friend's house for tomorrow. Borrowed quite a few comics adding to the already long reading queue list.

I'm going for my first and second interview and maybe the third on thursday.

Tomorrow night gonna mambo at Zouk. Friend's birthday~~

Thursday evening gonna be at curry favor for a twice a year meeting with a friend and still can talk without awkward silence in between even though it's a twice a year thing.

Friday... I ain't sure.

I needed a second opinion, but I went ahead anyway to buy a long sleeved shirt at westmall tom&stef's as I needed it for tomorrow. I figured that I'd buy from G2000 if I really clinch the job but meanwhile I just needed one for the interviews to come. 23 dollars before 15 percent discount.

=) It's ok liao.

Anyway, a note to the lady who consumes yogurt almost everyday: Corduroy????????? how? LOL~

Wessex estate anyone? Even more ulu and hipper than dempsey.

Orite. That's all for today's reporting.

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习惯了小改变却又慢慢倒退回去，以前从疏远所锻炼出的从容已经不管用了。
这不是开始，而是一段小插曲，也是过去的延续。
想呼吸却没空气，有空气却不能呼吸的感觉。
因为氧气已不是空气的一部分？

I Love You 无望

词：阿信 曲：阿信

是你的形影 叫我逐天作眠梦
梦中可爱的人 伊不是别人
我的每一天 一分钟也不当轻松
你是阮爱的人 将我来戏弄

九月的风在吹 那会寒到心肝底
希望变无望 决定我的一世人

I Love You 无望 你甘是这款人
没法度来作阵 也没法度将我放
I Love You 无望 我就是这款人
我身边没半项 只有对你的思念
陪伴我的每一天

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五月天! 五月天! 五月天! 五月天!

feeling loserish

i had buffet at hilton! which was great!

friend's bday party at zouk! saw madamme A! =)

reached home at 5am! changed and jogged till 6.30am and came back!

i don't feel like sleeping. =)

I Love You 无望 你甘是这款人
没法度来作阵 也没法度将我放
I Love You 无望 我就是这款人
我身边没半项 只有对你的思念 陪伴我的每一天

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and so it was a b'day party to attend. of which the 20 or so people i only knew 4 of them.

of course they all knew each other and i'm the odd one out.

madamme A was there but of course, it's her bestie's b'day.

and so i'm kinda bordered from the conversations as i don't really have much common with them and i hate myself for being so useless and shy. i hated it when i shoulda struck a conversation but i didn't because my balls shrunk at the thought and missed the chance and kicked myself for missing the chance and stood there like, well, a loser. oright so i did try to fit in in the end but i think it was rather late. knew some of the guys' names.

how do you know you see a loser:
1) standing around but no one seems to be talking to him
2) smiling for no reason as he isn't part of the conversation
3) check phone excessively, unnecessarily
4) went to the dance floor and look for the so called friends (who have left already), excessively
5) kept stealing glances at A but didn't know how to approach and make conversation
6) walking away, checking phone excessively, and yes, unnecessarily
7) wanted to send both of them home, but guess what, one of them drove here (how can i forget she drives her mom car?)
8) being reminded by her friends that they should send her home as they are the "closer" ones

but i got in the car anyway and they did not. =)

thanks to one of the more sensible friends, of which is really close to madamme A in a very friendly way. (totally lost)

i hated myself for not putting my best front when she gave me a ride home. goofy and stuff. i tried to persuade her to just go home and i can make my way back from hers as seriously we are a hill apart.

and hated myself for not expressing myself clearly, "A! you know, i din really get to talk to you just now..." and she replied blah blah blah i forgot as i was quite taken aback to what i said rather thn what she said. it's really a dumb thing to say. what i really want to mean was "it's really nice seeing ya but i really wished we could hang out more"

congrats me. a dream is not even a dream anymore.

i digress abit.

it just seems that shedding 40 (now maybe 45) isn't enough, due to the following i gathered:
1) simply not good looking
2) not financially independent
3) nothing to like about, no talents (can't play musical instrument or play sports really well or even ride a bike)
4) committed the above mentioned loser acts
5) over imposing, my presence maybe
6) no way to get into their circle cos i need to be reminded (as mentioned)
7) and mainly, different kinda status. door doesn't meet door. (simple example: she drives)

look, it's a blunder to not guess that she drove to zouk.

and i offered to send them home. what a klutz. i can't find a hole big enough to hide myself. so much so for my hiding talent.

totally blown it. congrats me!

maybe we could stay as friends (more like pen pals).

but i ain't ironman.

and apparently from what i gather, she watched ironman with...

still, i really can't get my eyes off her. but i just can't stare too. the way she dances all and all...

she's so very special, i wish i was special,
her skin makes my cry~

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I need to have those what I mentioned that I don't have above.

Oh, my, problem solving time. Problems that, well, that are unlikely to solve.

Don't get me wrong. I enjoyed the ride seriously, I can't say the same for her. But the inbuilt ego is somehow tickling my emo-ness to activate.

I don't wanna change race, but why I ain't paragon's owner's son/god son etc etc.

I love my parents though.

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i thought i could at least be something sort of like a 附属品 and be really good at it. what resulted, well...

i'm really sorry for you being my friend, to put up with my eccentricities (i'm proud to be an aquarian though), and also all these.


let me think it through. i need to rationalize my very existence.

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x_X

"pssst... i think that's the cue to exit the scene."

Exeunt stage

where did that feeling come from...

okie okie wake up wake up. don't dream don't dream.

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don't take it away hor~