everyone simply gotta have a girly song ringing in their head

Leona Lewis -- Bleeding Love

Closed off from love
I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you’re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing’s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I’m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don’t care what they say
[Bleeding Love lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don’t care what they say
I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

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this song keeps ringing in my head over and over again. like can feel the emotions of the song.

girly song~~~~~

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hmmmm... tired. duty tomorrow.

gotta buy the 881 OST... im sooooo into getai songs now.

纯真

在无声之中你拉起了我的手

我怎麽感觉整个黑夜在震动

耳朵里我听到了心跳的节奏

星星在闪烁

你会怎麽说

你已经有他就不应该再有我

世界的纯真此刻为你有迷惑

我想我应该轻轻放开你的手

我却没有力气这麽做

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camp now. sian.

random stuff

Your Personality Is Like Acid

A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell!

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

to hell! er .. ok nvm.. randomness...

Lancer Evolution X. click here.

chio sial... what a beauty...

Picblog/Oktoberfest/draw a house

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:
You are sensitive and indecisive at times. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You are shy and reserved. If you've drawn a cross on each of windows, you always want to live alone. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes.

You will avoid being alone and seek the company of others whenever possible. You love excitement and create it wherever you go. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people.

You added a flower into your drawing. The flower signifies that you long for love. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You don't think much about yourself.

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oktoberfest bier was great but the ambience was like not hyped. prolly its sunday... sigh...

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pics~~













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if i'm not the one you want, then i guess i'd try to be one.
maybe i'm not the exact fit of the expectations, but please don't deny my efforts.
no point to say anymore as... there wasn't even chance to express the efforts.

note to self, stuff i wanna get.

stuff i wanna get:
Aya Hirano Photobooks -- Stairway to 20 and 1/19bpm
Tough Jeans Tote
Zara grey/black zipped fleece hoodie
A pair of shoes (sigh cant find NB hungry dragon)
Pop by bt panjang plaza to see if got new games to buy
Tag Heuer Frames if i kenna the 5m next monday
and probably a suzukiswiftsport/fiatpuntogrande/Lamborghini Gallardo

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omg i still haven get to taste the oktoberfest bier...
heilig Scheibe...

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我看见灰色的蓝天
我看见下雨的晴天
我看见褪色的彩虹
我看见无光的星星
我也看见为我生命上色的你

ripened banana

my mom called at around 10pm.

me: “哈喽？做末？”
mom: “你下课了没有？”
me: “我都要到家了。”
mom: “你要到家了meh？”
me: “啊。”
mom: “没有啦，只是要跟你讲香蕉熟了。回来可以吃。“
me: “噢。”
mom: “掰。”
me: “啊。”

a mother caring for her son. i don't know about you all but the more i thought of it, the more i find the conversation cute.

hrm essay can go and kiss my beep!! beeotch!!

oktoberfest oktoberfest oom pa pa oom pa pa i wanna goooooo~~~

空虚是什么?

空虚是什么？
看得见？
摸得着？
闻得到？

一瓶装的饮料喝完了，
一张未打印的白纸，
一个人睡的房间，
一台没有响的电话，
一双没被穿的鞋子，
一双泪干的眼眸，
一颗被掏空的心。

空虚无色无味无形无体，
却能使人自觉渺小，
自觉不重要，
自觉多余。

空虚本是不该存在的。
怎么会那么地吵，
那么的显眼，
那么地穷追不舍，
那么地使人无法自拔。

空虚不是孤独的。
你我身边环绕着它。
防御一卸下，
就被它侵蚀，
占据，
蹂辚，
折磨得体无完肤。

空虚更是把寂静的声量调高得我无法忍受。

hmm at least i have a report to hand in now after a few days of rushing. gonna stop doing this kinda thing.

note to self: tentative date for oktoberfest: wednesday