falling sick again.
i realised next thursday is national day. tht means wednesday heh heh heh heh...
but first i gotta prevent myself from falling sick, or quickly fall sick to get better, or whatever it means.
i need "water of life" or some sort of elixir
"Peck me"
LOL
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a disturbing scenario developed in mind recently, or maybe it always had been there but recently it is starting to bother me.
its a thought, of what comes may.
selfish thoughts arises
thn rick's lyrics came out as well something about setting free
thn the keyword MAY becomes significant as i try to rationalise
but the may looks pretty damn sure to me.
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swee la. developing a fever. may or may not be one time will tell.
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a sourish sensation radiating from the inferior of the atrium proximal to the ventricles causing aches and patient may refer to it as heart feeling broken.
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need strepsils.
anyway, im 90 percent sure of the course now. soon i can make up my mind. maybe i did but im just procrastinating.
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darn i need to do some serious present hunting yet again. oh no dun suspect tht the present if for u oh no oh no NO LA IM NOT HUNTING THE PRESENT FOR YOU NO NO NO DUN THINK OR SUSPECT TOO MUCH LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
er ok maybe abit too obvious.
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shall rest after watching Walking Tall, which might result in lacking of adequate rest and aggravating the illness.
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
Monday, July 30, 2007
sad thought
过去。你。他。
现在。你。他。
未来。你。他。
我？没有过去。不像有现在。也许没有未来。
想象力丰富
一幕幕锥心的画面
刻骨铭心
隐隐作痛。
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i can watch 15 again and again.
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must get my fren to intro abit.
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maybe i shud stop blogging in semi trance mode before sleeping.
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nonsensical symphonic melancholy
现在。你。他。
未来。你。他。
我？没有过去。不像有现在。也许没有未来。
想象力丰富
一幕幕锥心的画面
刻骨铭心
隐隐作痛。
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i can watch 15 again and again.
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must get my fren to intro abit.
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maybe i shud stop blogging in semi trance mode before sleeping.
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nonsensical symphonic melancholy
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Thursday, July 26, 2007
Wednesday, July 25, 2007
am i irritating or am i irritating
15, gonna watch the whole damn thing.
flight of the conchords, so damn funny.
to appear at the wrong time doing the perceived right thing with the wrong way at the wrong place is so damn unhelpful.
am i irritating or am i damn irritating.
flight of the conchords, so damn funny.
to appear at the wrong time doing the perceived right thing with the wrong way at the wrong place is so damn unhelpful.
am i irritating or am i damn irritating.
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
thinking very hard
agar-ed calculated my gpa and arrived at a pathetic, mediocre, meagre, insignificant figure of 2.8. Read: Maximum.
burst most of my hopes of entering ntu or nus or smu. well, gotta prepare answers for questions gonna be asked be asked by people e.g. relatives. why this? why that? it's unavoidable that people will ask. and... using your knee to think also will know their rationale for asking. maybe they got a more capable son/daughter etc going to the mentioned above.
well dun say dun care about what people think. it's not as if daytime u close ur eyes it becomes night and night time u switch on the lights it becomes day. its just that i feel that it's inevitable.
summing up my chances even before applying, browsing through some forums, speaking with friends (YOU especially, yeah you, you know who you are, thank you) etc etc has successfully made me more inclined to take up the part time offer albeit the lacking of peers to go with me. this point of time im 75 percent sure about it.
i have another week to think about it. for some unknown forces to show me some signs. maybe the random numbers i see in everyday life. in fact, chancing upon some forums and friends mentioning their gpa-s really sums it up.
maybe i'd just try applying for the sake of fun and laughter, peace and joy next year.
burst most of my hopes of entering ntu or nus or smu. well, gotta prepare answers for questions gonna be asked be asked by people e.g. relatives. why this? why that? it's unavoidable that people will ask. and... using your knee to think also will know their rationale for asking. maybe they got a more capable son/daughter etc going to the mentioned above.
well dun say dun care about what people think. it's not as if daytime u close ur eyes it becomes night and night time u switch on the lights it becomes day. its just that i feel that it's inevitable.
summing up my chances even before applying, browsing through some forums, speaking with friends (YOU especially, yeah you, you know who you are, thank you) etc etc has successfully made me more inclined to take up the part time offer albeit the lacking of peers to go with me. this point of time im 75 percent sure about it.
i have another week to think about it. for some unknown forces to show me some signs. maybe the random numbers i see in everyday life. in fact, chancing upon some forums and friends mentioning their gpa-s really sums it up.
maybe i'd just try applying for the sake of fun and laughter, peace and joy next year.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
DOPE SHOW
nicholas tse is damn cool. a must watch!
argh. as i was mentioning in the previous post, i need to talk to someone. to have some opinions on my academic career of the future. seriously i can speak to no one in my family. the dilemma is killing me.