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Was it something i did?
was it something i said?
why din you pick up the phone
even if you're not in bed.

what are you doing now?
who are you thinking of?
was it something or was it me?
or in you there's only him?

hmm...well. here am i agn.

dazed. stoned. left unattended.

i was wondering why am i ignored. i dunno the reason why.

was slugging each day trying to feel more.... alive.

holidays end are drawing near.

all i can say is. fuck.

crap.

why. why. why.

can any body tell me why at all.

why issit like tht.

why issit like this?

why issit like this piece of good for nothing piece of shit.

crap.

crap i'd say.

all these crap.

here i am agn bitching and bitching and bitching

and aint nobody's doing anything about it.

not even me.

i rest my case.

wahahahahahahha...finally got my hands on a computer in the library.....wahahaha...hahaha...hahaerm...em....cough~~

was sick for one whole freaking week plus dunno how many days...im still coughing now....knn

anyway. was sian to haf no int conn at home...sibei sian.

hows u all...

ZZZzZZ

sigh.

也许不必像太多了。昨天我已领悟。我怎么了？哈哈！嗨。。。
难怪。
不过，少了一见事想也何尝不是一件好事。。。
好辛苦。累了？
不！怎么会呢？
那。。这是什么感觉呢？
这时候就要搬出老套的替死鬼。。。。

“天呀！这是在玩我吗？“

或许这是自作孽，不可活？
想太多了。

要我认真的爱一个人，也要让我找到我要爱的人。
喜不喜欢我还是其次。

“能体会我的心意当然最好。”

哎，我在说什么鬼话。。。

哈哈哈哈哈哈，。。。。哈哈。。。嗨。。。

hmm...finally my com gone...cant use liao.... now using fren's... zZzzzz

how do i live wifout ...comp?

小蒼蠅回到家，看見餐桌上的又是大便，便訴苦地說：“怎麽我們得吃大便呀？”蒼蠅媽媽打了小蒼蠅說：“都說了吃飯的時候不又說骯髒的東西！”

說了那麽多也沒用。但方面的喜歡是無助的，也是無奈的。
就算說了，一切也不會改變，或許會變得更糟。無奈。
什麽人都無法幫忙。無助。
這是自尋煩惱，自討苦吃。
這和我第一次喜歡的感覺完全不同。應該是應為對象不一樣了。
我覺得好花心。怎麽會這樣？
不管了，我只會繼續喜歡，不管對方會不會指導。我也不管了。
這才是我的人生。