The Day has Come

Boracay here I come!!!

2 Days.

Say: Bor-Rah-Kai!



and...

when was the last time I saw her?

hmm.

Off to KL for Official Trip

knn. 1st time feel so frustrated with work. cb.

People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.

there's something about her smile. so familiar. please watch the movie if you haven't done so.

Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It's love, it's not Santa Claus.

im still here breathing now. and you're not coming back.

All alone in an empty room
nothing left but the memories of when I had my best frIend
I don't know how we ended up here
I don't know but it's never been so clear
We made a mistake, dear.
And I see the broken glass in front of me
I see your shadow hangIng over me
and your face, I can see...

Through the trees
I wIll find you;
I wIll heal the ruins left inside you
cuz I'm stIll here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathIng now...
untIl I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees

I remember how we used to talk
about the places we would go when we were off
and all that we were gonna find.
And I remember our seeds grow
and how you cried when you saw
the first leaves show.
The love was pouring from your eyes.

So can you see
the branches hanging over me?
Can you see
the love you left inside of me?
in my face
can you see?

Through the trees
I will find you;
I will heal the ruins left inside you.
Cuz I'm still here breathing now
I'm still here breathing now...
I'm still here breathing now...
until I'm set free.
Go quiet through the trees.

Cuz you're not coming back
And you're not coming back
No-oo.. No-oo.. No
You're not coming back...
You're not coming back...

Take my breath as your own
Take my eyes to guide you home
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to stay focused.

as if i could.

everytime i see the page i feel a tinge of pain

and sometimes i think it's an addiction to feel the pain.

i need to keep check of what i do from now onwards.

the same thing happened, but not gonna do the same things now.

but, it's probably nothing.

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this is it. rest in peace MJ.

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UPDATE: it was removed. and replaced.

subtle.

It's probably nothing.

Even though it now says "it's complicated" now.

My heart sank abit. But it's probably nothing.

I've sold myself the lie and I shall carry on believing it.

For now.

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UPDATE: Sunk. It's the familiar "getting it over and done with" kind of feeling.

But I am more of a positive thinker now. It's probably nothing.

Such a familiar feeling I thought it was all behind me.

It will be recurring, I presume. Because nothing may ever work out for me at all.