okay
i screwed my tp up down left right and over. fine.
accidently knocked down the pole. gan ni na never in my life till today i knocked down a pole.
failure to give right of way, immediate failure. and the tester was like "oei! why u din stop before turning"
i guess i not fated to be a driver.
fuck.

wah...sibei sians...just finish typing the intro for the mc project. its 1.49 liao. tml sure wake up late. late liao tht animated cheeks gonna mark me as absent again..fiak.. hope i can wake up early..

my tp is next sat...sibei gan chiong liao...

today got revision...parking cock up sial..though never mount...always too out or not straight...but at the end better liao...fiak,,,

sibei nervous

haa... 2nd post in a day.

looks like i got lotsa time...

here's a life's ponder:

what kind of feeling is love actually?

blah blah

blabbering nonsense liao.. need sleep.

hmm.. this is my first serious post ever since i got my net connection. dun think anyone wud see it immediately, maybe a few months or years, or maybe not at all.

sigh, is relationship tht fragile? my friends are like, struggling with it.

hmm. enuff bout tht anyway.

i think, for myself, is fated to only be in the "like" phase.
i think.

not tht i am pessimistic or something, somehow it is just like that. i dunno who planned it or who made it this way. like deja vu or magic i just dunno how to explain it. somehow nothing good happens at the end.

becos of this i have learnt to not "like" too much so tht in the end i know tht person aint gonna reciprocate i wun be as ...hmm... "sad" like last few times.

i think i haf grown mentally. stronger. susceptible to heart pangs, pains, hurt and all tht.

eyes haf dried, and all tht. tear dun run down no more.

i noe it whn a person attitude change when i appear a little friendlier thn usual.

change as in, become less friendly and more formal. tt sort of feeling.

cant really explain here,, but... anyone out there understands this?
maybe not. not everyone is a 191cm.

probably it is my weight. my looks i guess.
maybe i look fierce. i am not handsome nor goodlooking.
probably it is becos all of this..shud be bah

crushes crushed.

sounds...hmm...

looks like i got lotsa things to say since i haven been online for like...years...

sigh...

to all of my frens...

if i haf appeared to be the following:

unreasonable
unfriendly
rude
irritating

im sorry.
just my psychological defence.
i noe i might sound like giving excuses but
well..my ego is weak.

hmm..

i need to find makeover salon@@ anyone can recommend me one? for girls most preferably

sch has been...slack but getting hectic every day

cant believe tt next facking week is CA liao
nbcb

evryone!! got song to recommend u all...

shen hu xi by yu heng

super bleddy nice

pls go buy album if not download it

lol

hmm

i think i like the girl from itp...

wahahah...

sigh..

i think it will turn out the same anyway....

haa...

yesh....got my internet connection~~~

year 3 is hectic. how now~~~ BD sucks.